MORE PRODUCTION MUSIC AND NOW THE LAST OF BLOCKING, PLUS:
Empirical evidence has thus far shown that the hypothesis of Friday
night composition and recording of
Wednesday's Childproduction music
is unsound. There have been two test of this hypothesis and neither
have yielded a positive result. Like the previous weekend, this past
weekend I did not get to creation of production music until Saturday,
and this time it was Saturday night rather than later in the afternoon,
as it was on September 23.
This Saturday evening it went slower than the previous because with
that session I created one scene transition piece that has a drum
track (via GarageBand),
one that I put off last weekend because I knew I would be putting
drums in and that it would take up more time, and last weekend I
wanted to crank out as many individual pieces as I could. I wanted
a drum track on this piece because of a particular upbeat mood I
want for this specific transition music. Because of this, and
because of more other instrumentation, Saturday night was all about
this one scene transition piece.
I created the drum track in GarageBand, then, as is my standard
practice, I played the drum part back on my
laptop and
ran it into my
24-track recorder,
recording it in real time, as opposed to rendering a sound file on
my laptop then importing it to the 24-track. Next I laid two
chorded bass parts on my
Embassy Pro.
Last I finished it off with a lead bass line on my
Viola bass.
It was the whole session, but the pieces, a total of a five tracks
and running at just about one minute, is finished and now awaits
mixing and
mastering,
along with the other pieces already recorded.
Yesterday at Grant Park, not long before I realized
I had lost my bearings.
Again, yesterday, only one piece was composed and recorded. That
was partly because late yesterday morning I went for a hike at a
park, new to me,
Grant Park, and at
some point I got totally turned around and thus, what was to be
about an hour hike was a bit more than that, something like an
hour and a half longer. It ate into my day far more than I had
planned for, and it shortened the amount of time I could give to
the production music that evening.
Along with that, I also had a difficult time consulting with my muse
about the specific piece I was working on. It took me a while to
compose to the mood I was targeting. Eventually, the muse guided me
to music I was looking for. I did for this what I had done for
another piece that I created the previous weekend where I tapped on
deadened strings on my Embassy Pro to get a drum-like rhythm. I
played the melodic notes on my Viola bass.
Then, this morning I decided to make the piece from yesterday the
transition music out of the scene it had been written to go into.
The main reason is that I've established a certain motif for the
music going into flashback scenes; this is a flashback scene, and
yesterday's music doesn't conform to the motif; and the music
works just as well leaving as it would have entering that scene.
There are several more pieces of scene transition music to create.
It really will best of I can get those done and also get the mixing
and mastering done by the end of next weekend. I also plan to compose
and record the
underscore
music for the trailer,
and it's ideal that the trailer music be finished by this coming
Sunday night, too. This all means that I am going to need to be
sure I actually work on music this coming Friday (failed hypotesis
be damned), and not let it slip away as an unproductive evening.
Tonight, we enter our third and final week of
blocking rehearsals.
Actually, with the exception of a few small scenes with one actor
that will have very simple
blocking,
the blocking rehearsals will be
wrapped
at the end of tomorrow night ‐‐ not counting the tweaking
we all know will happen.
As written before, tonight and tomorrow feature some special
blocking that I felt it necessary to bring in an outside person to
assist with. As promised I'll detail all this later. I am not
wholly sure why I am being vague at the moment, but it's my
instinct to do so, so I am.
Wednesday we will
run
chunks of scenes that quickly criss-cross from various locations,
setting, and places in time. We have blocked them out of sequence
so as not to have every actor be
called
to every rehearsal. But now it's time to start running these sequences
in continuity so we can start working on pace and timing, and so
that we can all start getting the flow of the scene sequences into
our bones.
Thursday will start with the
costume parade.
Then, due to an unforeseen conflict that came up for one of our
actors, we will run Act 1 for the first time, which was supposed to
happen on Monday, the 9th. That is now a "To Be Determined"
rehearsal, which was what this Thursday had been, after the
costume parade was over.
My set-up over the weekend in the
"bedroom studio."
You can't see the audio cord connecting to
the
Tascam 24-Track recorder
from
my laptop (out of frame), but I am
recording the GarageBand drum part to the
Tascam, at the start of the recording
session, Saturday night.
Later the same night, laying one of the
chorded bass parts.
Recording the bass line, Saturday night, on
the Viola Bass.
Yesterday, using my Embassy Pro as a
percussion instrument.
REHEARSAL WEEK 4, DOWN & STILL, MORE MUSIC WORK ON THE AGENDA:
Blocking rehearsals
were not quite
wrapped
this week because we've had to delay the special
blocking
from Tuesday night until this coming Monday. One of the actors
involved in the scheduled work was ill in a manner that interfered
with Tuesday evening being productive; so that was a
dark
night for the show.
Wednesday we were back to our agenda, where we
ran
the scene sequences that quickly jump around in set location and
time period. The scenes are often quite short and in many cases
the light will not fade to black but rather there will be cross-fades
of the lighting. There will also not always be scene-transition music.
Essentially, as much as possible the pacing of these scene sequences
will be that they are all melded together as one scene with as
little interruption in the flow as possible. Sometimes actors will
need to move from one part of the set to another for an adjoining
scene, and there will need to be music and fade-to-black/fade-up
cues; but the plan is, the hope is, to keep those as short as we
can, which I believe is most attainable.
We did our first
full run
of Act 1, last night, save for the last scene, which has five parts,
the very last part which introduces a character for the first time.
Until we get to full runs of the show, that actor will only be called
when we run Act 2, and we'll start the night with that last, short
part of the last scene from Act 1. The goal had been to run all
of the act except that final part of the last scene. However, for
various reasons, we ran out of time and we'll pick the whole last
scene up next week, when we run Act 2 for the first time.
We ran short mostly because this was the first time running the whole
thing, and in continuity, and there were starts and stops to address
issues, such as prop management and a few broad tweaks of scene
transitions. Also, before we ran the act, our
costumer,
Barbara Jorgensen,
worked with us during a
costume parade.
The highly significant portion of the costuming is now done, so it
was a good thing, but it ate some time up.
My plan for the creation of
production music
is still to start back on it this evening and work steadily over the
weekend with the hope that I write and record it all and then
mix and
master
it all before bedtime Sunday night. We'll see how that goes. I will
be getting my COVID booster, as well as flu shots, this evening
and I note that a few of my friends have had some draggy side effects
from this latest booster for a good twenty-four hours.
But there still might be music or other
sound design
tasks I can attend to if the booster doesn't put too much of a
temporary slowdown on me. Maybe I could work on making that final
decision on what the
curtain call music
will be, for instance. I have a clear frontrunner at the moment,
but I want to seek other potential options before I close the lid.
I also have done the majority of the curating of the
preshow
and intermission music,
usually during lunch at the
rent-payer, but I
need to do a little bit of processing as well as sliding the songs
into one of those two slots; plus, there are a few more songs I plan
to add to the mix. There are also some
sound effectsound cues
I haven't yet grabbed from my
library.
I am 99.999999% sure I already have every thing I need for the show,
that I won't need to purchase anything or do any sort of
sound build
or Foley
work. If, for some portion of the weekend, I'm not up to sitting with
my basses to create scene-transition music, I may be up to doing
some of this other sound work. Catch me Monday and we'll see what
the weekend brought.
"My plan for the creation of
production music
is still to start back on it this evening and work steadily over the
weekend with the hope that I write and record it all [by the end of
the weekend]...." That was what I wrote in the blog
post, last Friday. Of course, I also wrote the caveat that I would
be getting my COVID booster, as well as flu shots, that evening and
I noted that a few of my friends have had some "draggy side
effects" from this latest booster, some reporting it as, for
a good twenty-four hours.
Guess what, I, too, had those "draggy side effects."
Friday evening, right after the shots (for COVID, the flu and
RSV),
I felt extremely logy; I did not feel like doing anything, at all.
I went to bed early, probably around 8:00. I did wake up, more or
less, about twelve hours later, but I was deeply fatigued and didn't
feel anywhere close to fully awake. I fixed breakfast and sat down
to plot out the work on the production music for the day. But, by
10:30 or 11:00 Saturday morning, I was back in bed and slept through
until around 7:00 in the evening. I was still fatigued and only about
half awake. I listlessly watched TV and was probably back asleep by
10:00.
I did work on the production music on Sunday, however,
rather than any composition or recording of new material, I
mixed the
music I had already created, though only for Act 1. I did it at
The Guild. Our
lighting designer,
Marjory Strader, was at the theatre to
focus lights
for the show, and since she was up on the powered lift, working on
the lighting, she did not want to be in the building by herself. So
I came in, with my laptop
and my portable speakers, and mixed in the
booth
while she did her work. I, of course, first had to import the
raw tracks from my
24-track recorder
to my laptop and on into
Logic Pro X, the
former which I did at home before heading to the theatre.
Since the vaccinations had knocked me out for most of the weekend,
I sought and was approved for two
vacation
days, this past Monday and Tuesday, from the
rent-payer. Monday
I finished composing and recording the production music. Tuesday I
mixed all of the Act 2 music. I have yet to
master
anything.
Will it surprise anyone who knows me or has read many of these blog
entries that after finishing all the mixes and listening back to
all the pieces, I'm second guessing a few of them? Each transition
piece is unique and the idea is to not have any repeats. But: There
may be repeats. I may nix a few of the compositions ‐‐
may ‐‐ then use a few others more than once. Thing
is, I often do this second-guessing routine after I've done something
creative, so I need to let some time pass before I can trust my judgement on
some of these pieces.
I have also done some other
sound design
work for the show. You five regulars may remember that those five
tracks older recordings of ambient sound/music that will serve as the
underscore
for specific scenes in the show; I have those prepped for their
mastering, or remastering, as well. I also edited an extension of the
intro to the music that we are going out of Act 1 and into intermission
with. It's a precaution to help us with timing of the end of that
last scene in Act 1.
Another call that I've made is that I've decided that what has been
my first choice as the
curtain call music
will indeed hold that spot. I've done no more curating for
preshow
and intermission music,
and probably won't unless I think of an appropriate artist that
hasn't already come to my mind. I've also chosen the music that
will be part of the background ambience for the bar scene in the
show as well music the background of other scenes. Meanwhile, the
sound effectsound cues
will be harvested tonight or tomorrow, all from my
SFX library;
I just have to go into the library and retrieve them.
I'm meeting Margie at The Guild again tomorrow, where she will do
some more lighting focusing, this time with the ladder, and we will
do a paper tech
of the lighting plot for the show. I'll likely bring my laptop in
case I need to wait for while she focuses, then I can work on
something that has to do with sound. Hell, I could at least start
the programming of the sound cues in the
Show Cue Systems
software on the booth laptop.
Rehearsals
are coming along. We've finished week four. This week started out
with the very last
blocking rehearsal,
that second of two rehearsals with a pointed focus, and for which
I brought in someone to facilitate the specific needs of said blocking.
Now, we've moved on to
running
acts. As of next Wednesday, we start
full run rehearsals.
We had to run Act 2 this past Tuesday night without an actor, who
was out sick, which is not at all ideal for a show like this.
There really is no character that we can smoothly rehearse a whole
act, or the whole show, without. And running a scene with an empty
void on stage and someone reading the lines from off stage is
not terribly fruitful for that absent actor's scene mates. But,
when your ill, your ill, and it's best to stay home, especially
if you're possibly contagious. Plus, there's, you know, the whole
taking-care-of-your-own-health thing.
Unfortunately, we weren't able to run either act last night, nor
will we Monday, because another actor is out of town, that being
aa already known conflict from the start. And, really, I'm, as
suggested already, not a fan of running things with an actor missing
on stage.
All in all, however, we are progressing along at a good pace. The
cast isn't off-book
as of yet, and I was generous about when their deadlines for each
act would be ‐‐ probably too generous ‐‐ but
they are all giving it a shot and, as our
stage manager,
Doug Patton, commented, they were all more off-book than they
probably thought they were. And as I believe I've stated already,
we are coaxing them to get all the way off-book as soon as possible.
Those deadlines for each act are just that, "deadlines."
More importantly, the cast has already engaged in a lot of really
good character development, and it's only going to get better from
here. Though I am reminded of something that Director
Margaret Perry said
to me when she directed my in
Banned from Baseball,
by Patricia O'Hara: she told me during a rehearsal, a little while
in, that she wanted me to give her the same
John Dowd
I gave her in my
video audition
but that she was afraid that I would start getting bored with it and
begin screwing with the performance. I'm hoping I don't need to worry
about that same thing with any of my cast.
Last night, though down two actors, one who is out of town, and
that same actor who was sick on Tuesday having a relapse, we did a
dramatic reading
of the script. It wasn't a
table reading;
we didn't sit at the tables in the boardroom; rather I had the
actors spread out in the seating of the mainstage space. They were
spaced far from each other. It was a suggestion from
SM
Doug Patton, and the goal of the distance was to help encourage
more vocal projection.
The purpose of the reading was to have everyone dramatically deliver
their lines, now they have a bit more character development,
verbatim from the script with no interruptions in the flow. Again,
we are pushing the goal of being
off-book
as soon as possible, and they have an off-book deadline for Act 1
of this coming Thursday, then the following Monday for Act 2. We're
dark
this coming Monday, so the cast has four days off to fit more
memorization into their schedules along with all their living
their life stuff. Mind you, I'm not at all suggesting they are
behind on heading toward off-book; as a whole they're in good shape.
I'd just love it of they were to get fully there sooner. We'll see
if my little plan for last night was productiove or not, I guess.
Other aspects are swimming along at a great pace, too. Our
props manager
for the show, Sarah Saunders, has provided us with a high percentage
of the props
we need. Our
costumer,
Barb Jorgensen has, likewise, almost completely costumed the show
already.
We are a whole three weeks away from
Opening Night,
so we are in good shape, all the way around.
Sunday morning, exporting the original music tracks,
recorded at the time, from my Tascam 24-track
recorder to my laptop, before heading to DTG to mix
in the booth while Margie focuses light.
Sunday afternoon (into the early evening), mixing
the production music for Act 1, in the Guild tech
booth
Monday afternoon creating, the rest of the
scene-transition music for Act 2
Tuesday, finishing off the last two pieces of
scene-transition music.
The line out from my
Ampeg bass amp
that runs into the 24-track recorder.
The daisy chain of foot pedals I used, variously,
for the music.
The props that have already been harvested for the
show.
Saturday, our
lighting designer,
Marjory Strader, was back at
the theatre to finish
focusing lights.
After she was done, we sat down for a
paper tech
of the show's light cues. I brought my
laptop so that
if I had to wait a while for her to be finished I could grab the
needed sound effect
files from my
SFX library
and copy them into the library for the show. I did have down time
and I mostly completed the task, including converting some of them
to MP3 files, which
is my preferred format to use in
Show Cue Systems.
I did still need one sound effect that was not in my SFX
library: a line of dialogue, which, based on it's nature, I was
confident I could find on-line. If not found on-line, it would be
easy enough to bring an actor in, probably female, to record a
voice-over.
But I was able to find it on-line, so all the SFX are now
harvested. I processed that one, Monday evening, to
sweeten
it to the right sound for its use in the show.
The plan for tomorrow is to load all the sound files onto the laptop
in the
tech booth
at the theatre, then program the show in Show Cue Systems. I'd love
it of that's done by the end of day tomorrow, but the end of the
weekend is acceptable, so I could be back in the booth on Sunday.
Sunday and Monday I composed and recorded the
underscore
music for the forthcoming
promotional trailer,
which is scheduled to be shot the Monday of
Tech Week.
As to what moments from the script will be in the trailer, I have
not yet determined that. It's about time to start considering what
will be used, however. As for my original
production music,
I haven't yet
mastered
any of it; that will be this evening. Along with that, I'll finish
mixing the
trailer underscore music. I mixed it Wednesday during my lunch hour
at the rent-payer,
but did so wearing headphones, so I need to revisit the mix while
running it through speakers. I listened to it Wednesday evening
through the speakers and noted several adjustments that need to be
made. I'll master this music tonight, too, along with the
scene-transition music.
Tuesday morning I recorded an
ArtsFocus
interview spot with
Larry Coressel
at WDPR FM in
Downtown Dayton, as
publicity for the show. The spot will start airing this coming
week. There will be a link to the on-line version of the spot at
some point and when I have it, I will post it here. It will also be
shared to the official DTG social media accounts ‐‐ and
most certainly MY media accounts.
Monday evening I was able to work on the music for the trailer
because rehearsals
were dark
for the night ‐‐ coincidentally as it would have been if
we were an
Equity production.
We were back up Tuesday evening to do a
run
of Act 2. Wednesday we began our
full run rehearsals,
which will be the norm from now on with the exception of one night
next week we have set aside to work on "problem spots."
There is one the is slated for that rehearsal, for certain, and a
few other potential spots, delending on what happens in the next
couple rehearsal. Other than that, it will full runs unless it
becomes evident something still requires focused work.
Thursday was the
off-book
deadline for Act 1, but the cast has already been giving off-book
a shot. It was just time to not even have the book in one's hands
for Act 1. As a whole, the cast has been doing reasonably well with
off-book. Some are in better shape than others, which is not unexpected,
which is the norm. But nobody is worrying me. This coming Monday
is the deadline for Act 2, and it looks promising, based on what's
been the norm thus far. Plus, they do have the weekend to get
off-book on 2, and work further on 1, even considering that they
have lives beyond theatre.
I took some rehearsal photos during the week, but
they were specifically publicity photos for distribution
to media, so they need to be exclusive to that
forum. I actually took a few others, but I don't
have enough to represent the whole cast and don't
want to leave anyone out. So, I'll post some personal
photos of rehearsal here when I can show you all
of the actors at work. (I was busy being "the
director" and kept forgetting to take pictures)
IT WAS A SOUND WEEKEND; AND WE'RE APPROACHING THE HOME STRETCH:
The soundwork
took the major portion of the whole weekend. I did the final
mix of the
promotional trailer
music Friday, then spent the rest of the evening
mastering
that. Though I got a late start on it all; I didn't start working
on it until about 9:00. Then, as my first work on Saturday at
The Guild, after
lunch, I did some alternate mixes of that music and mastered it,
that as potential use in the trailer ‐‐ there may be
spots in the video where I want less of the musical arrangement than
the full one. I also went ahead and rendered some
MP3 versions of the
alternate mixes as potential as
production music
for the show, and actually used one.
I then spent a considerable amount of the afternoon mastering the
scene transition music, some of it took me to task. I had a lot of
trouble getting rid of some hum or buzz or hiss in some of the
recordings, much of that coming from some of the foor pedals I
used, especially the
OS-2 Overdrive/Distortion pedal
and the
SY-1 guitar synthesizer pedal.
Then, when I was done mastering all that, I decided that some of it,
specifically all the music meant to signify flashback scenes, are
not cutting it. I spent pretty much the rest of Saturday evening working
on creating something new to serve the flashback scenes. I finally
got something I like, using a midi synthesizer voice in
GarageBand.
Rather than there being a unique piece of music going into each
flashback scene, I'll use this same piece of music, with a couple
variations. Originally I had bass riffs, and sometimes chords, that
were playing backward. It was a nice idea, but when I sat back and
listened to the pieces, they did not work. The new music works quite
well. It's actually a little reminiscent of the music I created to
go into the Mia-fantasy sequences in
For the Loyal,
not exactly the same but in the realm of the same concept.
Yesterday, I programmed the sound cues into
Show Cue Systems on
the booth
laptop back at The Guild, from noon till mid-evening. Of course, the
sound levels, though generally set, will be tweaked. And I have not
normalized
the preshow
and intermission music;
that'll probably happen tonight before
rehearsal,
or at least a lot of it will be done. I also realized when I woke
up this morning that I had missed putting one sound cue in SCS, so
that'll also be added this evening.
This is our last week before
Tech Week
begins. Tonight is the absolute deadline for the cast to be
off-book,
meaning it's the deadline for Act 2. It's hard to believe that
Opening Night
is almost around the corner. I'm nervous, but not for lack of
confidence in my cast; believe me, the cast is doing just fine.
Nerves are just what happens.
Saturday evening at The Guild, mastering the new
piece of production music.
Yesterday, back at The Guild, programming the sound
cues into Show Cue Systems.
'TECH' IS UPON US, PLUS PUBLICITY, & OTHER STUFF, INCLUDING YUMMY BBQ:
It's hard to believe that
Opening Night
in only a week away! Meanwhile, the next step for our
Wednesday's Childcompany
is Tech Week,
kicking off in two days with
Tech Sunday.
I'm excited to see these talented actors finally get to tell this
story to audiences.
In terms of promotion, the ArtsFocus
interview spot WDPR FM
Announcer Larry Coressel
conducted with me last week is now up and running. It even features,
as its underscore
music, that which I've written and recorded to underscore the forthcoming
promotional trailer
for the show.
Last night we wrapped
our last pre-Tech
week of rehearsals.
It was, as those you who have followed along will know, the first
week for the cast to be 100%
off-book;
they're doing relatively well ‐‐ some more than others,
which is usual, yadda yadda.
We did full runs
every night but Wednesday. That night I worked on a few selected
scenes with a few selected actors. With one scene especially, I
wanted the ante to be upped; our work Wednesday paid off in spades.
By the last time we ran the scene that night it was just where I
want it to be; and it was there last night, too. And the other
cast who watched it felt it, as well.
Unfortunately, there was another absence due to illness last night,
which handicapped us a little bit, but we coped. So now, we move on
to that last 50-yard stretch before Opening Night!
Yesterday was cast member Ghiovanna Dennis's birthday, but she came
to rehearsal anyway. And not just that, she, and her wife, Darbi,
treated us to delicious food from the food trailer they own,
Smokin' Dew's BBQ and Shakes.
I had the Pulled Chicken with a mild-to-medium spicy BBQ sauce
(which I can't remember the name of) and Cold Slaw; it was
go-o-o-o-od! The rest of the cast and our trusty
SM all
liked their choices, too. So now I can endorse Smokin' Dew's with
righteous honesty, and I am!
Ghiovanna & Becky Howard (Strutt) in
one of their scenes.
Heather Atkinson (Samantha) & Jamie
rehearsing.
Ghiovanna & Ryan.
Kayleen & Heather.
Ghiovanna get's Birthday Flowers last night from
her boo, Darbi.
Then Ghiovanna goes to work (on her BIRTHDAY,
no less), seen here taking the order of some
dork, with Becky back there checking out the
menu & Darbi inside the Smokin' Dew's trailer
fixing up some yummy grub for another cast member.
LAST THREE PHOTOS BY JAMIE McQUINN
NEW BEATLE MUSIC!!!!!:
For those of you who don't know ‐‐ and despite how it's
hard for me to fathom, there are those who would not be aware,
or perhaps care all that much ‐‐ there will be a new
recording by The Beatles
that will release next Thursday. It's one of several rough demos by
John Lennon, given to
Paul McCartney in the
1990s by
Yoko Ono for
consideration as part of
The Beatles Anthology
series, a song titled, "Now and Then."
Though the remaining Beatles, Paul,
George Harrison, who
was still living at the time, and
Ringo Starr, tried to add
to the original, crude cassette-tape recording, the technology of
the time didn't allow John's original recording to be cleaned up
enough to be used in a high-quality finished work. They'd had
success with two other of John's demos,
"Free as a Bird"
and
"Real Love,"
but, in the mid '90s, "Now and Then" was a lost cause.
Twenty-some years later, along comes
Peter Jackson,
who directed the six-part Beatles documentary
Get Back.
In that, his production company utilized an AI audio software to
isolate some dialogue the boys were having during rehearsals while
fiddling on their instruments. The software eliminated the sounds
of the instruments and other extraneous sounds, bringing their
conversations to the forefront.
Jackson, again used that technology to isolate John's vocals on
"I've Got a Feeling"
in the footage of them doing that song in 1969 for the famous
Rooftop Concert.
The result is only John's voice along with the visuals of him singing.
Paul has been using this special footage, incorporated with him and
his touring band playing the song; and thus he's been doing a duet
with John, via this technology, as part of his in-concert encores
during his still-on-going
Got Back Tour.
I saw the show last year in Knoxville at the
Thompson Boling Arena, and
watching and hearing Paul sing with John singing on the big screen
behind was awesome. It may sound like it was cheesy or creepy, but
it was not.
That's the technology that's been used to pull John's voice out of
the crude "Now and Then" demo and clean it up for strong,
high quality audio that, along with an acoustic guitar part that
George recorded for it during their failed attempt on the song in
the '90s, Paul and Ringo added to last year for the full arrangement
we'll all hear next week.
So, "Now and Then" releases to the world, November 2.
Then, one week later on November 9, expanded versions of the two
greatest hits collections, originally released in 1973,
The Beatles 1962-1966
and
The Beatles 1967-1970,
will release; these two collections commonly referred to as the
Red and Blue albums. The new editions have been
remixed and remastered using this same AI technology.
And here's the thing to know: the AI technology has NOT
been used for either "Now and Then" or the new editions
of the Red and Blue albums to create any vocals or
instrumentation that did not exist. It's not an AI replication of
John's voice; it's a clean separation of that voice from a poor
quality, muddled recording. For the two albums, it's used to
separate vocals and instruments that were originally on one track
in the master multi-track recordings (known as
bounced or ping-ponged tracks),
so that each vocal or instrument now is on its own separate track
and can be mixed into a more robust stereo sound.
Here are a couple of the many, many articles on the releases and
the methodology of the technology used to produce the recordings:
Tech Sunday
is upon us. I'm heading there shortly after posting this to the blog.
10:00 is dry tech
with me, Stage Manager
Doug Patton, Lighting Designer
Marjory Stader, Sound Tech
Sarah Saunders, and our run crew,
Alexis Hirst and Christina Tomazinis. Then. about 11:30, pizza for
crew and cast. Cue-to-cue
is at 1:00. We'll do at least one
full tech run
after that. The final stretch is here and the
Game is On!
I haven't done one of these for a celebrity for a
few years, since before the pandemic lockdown. The
death of Matthew is one I can't not do one of
these about.
Like millions and millions around the world I am a
big fan of
F•R•I•E•N•D•S,
where, again like most of those other millions, I
first encountered
Matthew Perry
and his talent. It goes without saying that along
with his five co-stars, Matthew (and his Chandler)
are carved into not only American pop culture but
the pop culture of all of western society, plus.
Still today, it's true that there is an episode of
F•R•I•E•N•D•S
playing somewhere in the world evey minute of the
day.
Matthew's brillance as a comedic actor was certainly
displayed on this signature, hall mark show. But
his range was demonstrated, his ability to not only
be a brilliant comedic actor but a savvy dramatic
actor was shown by his subtle, restrained
performance as Joe Quincy on
The West Wing,
then his dynamic performance, in his staring role
as the complicated Matt Albie on
Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip.
I admire his work. I admire his vigor in his struggles
against his personal demons. I haven't read his
memoir. I probably will now. It's kind of pathetic
that it's taken this to motivate me.
Principal photography
for the show's promotional trailer was shot Monday night. Only a
small part of the
final cut
was specifically performed for the camera, and that was all that
was shot thusly. The rest of the footage was shot passively during
the rehearsal.
We now have half of our four
tech/dress rehearsals
under our belt. And the cast and crew are zipping themselves to the
ready-set-go in front of an audience state. They're like a tenth of
an inch away. We're just about at the BIGGame Onmoment.
Rehearsals
came to an official end with last night's
Final Dress.
We are at
Opening Night.
The cast is ready and I so hope they get the audiences they deserve.
I feel very fortunate to have been able to put together this
wonderful cast. I am bias, of course, but if you're close by you
should come see these players play.
Never mind that I woke up this morning with a stress headache. I'm
not feeling anxious, but clearly I am anxious about
tonight.
I suppose this is permissable.
On another note, I will be posting production photos shortly.
Wednesday's Child
opened last night. Unfortunately, it wasn't a sold-out house, it was
maybe at about half, but the audience definitely liked the show! Most
fortunately the actors and tech & crew rocked it! If I did anything
right as the director it was in the casting and the recruitment
of designers, production staff, tech & crew.
I'm afraid that because this is a lesser-known show that the cast
isn't going to get the audience sizes they deserve. I do know that
there were beaucoup of theatre production
openings
last night, which affected our attendance numbers, at least to some
extent. Usually our Opening Night is at or close to a full house.
So maybe I'm being unduly pessimistic and the attendance sizes will
swell some. I can hope, because these actors should be able to play,
to tell this story, to good, full houses. They are awesome.
That's it for now; but, believe me, I'll be writing more about the
show.
In case you haven't been made aware, what is being called, and I
think with veracity, the last Beatles
song, "Now and Then," released to the world this past
Thursday. A brand new single of a brand new Beatles song some
forty-five years, or so, in the making.
The late John Lennon laid
the basis of the song and the recording down on a simple, portable
cassette tape recorder in the late 1970s, making a demo of a new song
idea that may not have even been completely finished, but certainly
was more than just the kernel of a song idea; there was a lot of
development there. In the mid-90s,
Paul McCartney, the
now late George Harrison,
and Ringo Starr, with
Jeff Lynne
as producer, began working on cleaning up the crude cassette tape
recording and adding instrumentation and vocal backing to it. But
the quality of the recording was too poor at that time to get a
viable foundation to add on to.
But last year, with the help of AI audio technology developed by
Movie Director Peter Jackson's
production company, John's voice could be cleanly separated out and
sweetened
a bit. Plus, there was acoustic guitar work from George recorded
for their attempt on the song in the 1990s.
So, Paul, Ringo and Producer
Giles Martin
‐‐ son of The Beatles' legendary producer,
George Martin
‐‐ took John's vocal and George's acoustic guitar work,
and added the rest of the instrumentation and more vocal work.
It's not the greatest, most brilliant song to come out of their
amazing cannon of work, or John's solo cannon, for that matter. It's
still quite beautiful with a lovely melody. I'm not convinced, as I
mentioned above, that John was finished with the composition. There
may have ended up being another musical change in the song. The may
have been revisions and/or additions to the lyrics. That supposition i
s academic, though.
I can't say whether John was writing to
Yoko or Paul,
or all of the Beatles. But I do find it interesting that Paul has
reported for years that the last thing John ever said to him, on his
doorstep as Paul was departing John and Yoko's Dakota apartment was,
"Think of me every now and then, old friend." In 2023, for
me, the melancholy of the music, the sentiment of the lyrics, the
arrangement, and the production, all make "Now and Then"
a love letter from John to his old band mates and a love letter from
Paul and Ringo to John and George. These men are family, they're
brothers.
Peter Jackson's excellent music video absolutley enhances the whole
concept of the love letters from John to them and from Paul and Ringo
to him and George. Jackson's brilliant merging of new footage of Paul
and Ringo with footage of them with George in the 90s and then of
all of all four from their early days in Liverpool, through the
different Beatle eras, and then severel clips from home movies from
Beatle days and post-Beatle days, makes the video, showing over that
lovely music, a perfect mixture of sorrow, sentiment, and joy. It's
touching and fun, and captures the spriti of how much these men love
each other. Because despite the business conflicts and all the petty
sibling disputes, these four men were brothers who loved each other.
And the song and video, are, to me, about that.
Like millions of others, I find the song and the video a suitable
denouement for the Beatles' cannon and their legacy. To have them
all playing together, despite the disjointed method, is surreally
awesome. Some, I think are underwhelmed, but I also think they set
their expectation too high. Paul, Ringo and company had a crude,
poor-quality demo where John wasn't going for a studio performance,
just getting a song on tape, and they worked magic on it.
Some have complained that the production and some of the instrumentation
is too modern, too third millennium. I guess they wanted it to sound
like it's a recording from 1968. I find that criticism shallow, maybe
even a little ignorant. These men pushed the boundaries of musically
evolving. The difference in that band from their first album they
recorded in 1963 and their last album they recorded in 1969 is a
spellbounding evolution. For all practical purposes it's an entirely
diffrent band. Others did similar at the time, but not as much and
I willing to bet the others were motivated by seeing how The Beatles
sounded so very different every damn year of their brife existance
as a band. A new, 2023 Beatles recording should sound like a new,
2023 recording. It sure as hell would have if they were all alive
and still a working band.
You can count on me revisiting this when I have better digested the
song and the viseo.But for now I'll just leave with this:
I find the song is awesome. Paul, Ringo, and Giles did great. And
Peter Jackson is so frickin' good at what he does. But, then he did
have a cornucopia of good footage to work with.
Our first weekend of performances was more than pleasing. Have I
told you all how lucky I feel to have these seven fine actors on
the stage telling this story?
They had good audiences, who seriously appreciated their work and
the overall production. Some audience members gushed. One said it
the best thing they'd seen in a long time. Now, I didn't ask for a
litany of the recent shows he's seen, but the comment still stands
as damned complimentary. I just wish more seats had been filled
this past weekend. Maybe there will be better attendance these
next two weekends.
As for my contribution as director, I have mixed emotions and a mixed
review. There are some aspects of the production I believe I did
pretty damn well with. But I believe I utterly failed in other ways.
I'll get specific in my
post mortem
essay after the show has closed. I may be less negatively critical
of my inequities by then.... we'll see.
But with the work from the cast and the crew, this show is worth
your time and money to come see!
Here are some official production photographs from
the camera of Photographer
Kirsten Pribula.
Ghiovanna Dennis (Det. Aleece Valez) with
Jamie McQuinn
Jamie McQuinn (Det. Walt Dixon) with
Stephanie Henry
Stephanie Henry (Susan Merrit) & Ryan
Hester (Martin Merrit)
Becky Howard (Molly Strutt) with Ghiovanna
Dennis
The dorky, delusional director who thought
he was some magnificent leader.
WILL THERE BE ANOTHER SINGLE TO BUBBLE UNDER THE TOP 1,000,000 ON
BILLBOARD?:
Over the course of many weeks, a few months, really, I've notice a
trend. Though we're not looking at
Beatles or
Taylor Swift numbers
by any wild stretch of the imagination, I am noticing that one
track from my album,
Virtually Approximate Subterfuge
is being streamed repeatedly. Now, it's not some major amount. I'd
be surprised if I've made 1¢ as of yet. But it's the song
‐‐ instrumental, actually ‐‐ that keeps being
played on
Apple Music and
I'm going to guess, Spotify
and other streaming services. It's the jazzy instrumental,
"Cozy Anxious Chaos."
Several, maybe a dozen or more streams on Apple Music have been by
one person in Copenhagen, which I find most interesting. The most
recent one I know of was from Texas.
Because it's somehow getting attention, I'm contemplating releasing
"Cozy Anxious Chaos" as a single, through my current distributer,
CD Baby. If I do, I'll likely
have physical disks pressed, despite that CD Baby now only handles
electronic distribution. And if I do release it as a single, I'll
very likely tag on an extra track, which will almost assuredly be
one of two instrumentals I've composed and recorded as theme music
for a Dayton Theatre Guild
show I've been involved with. That addition will be in spite of the
fact that CD Baby will categorize the release as an album because
there is more than one track attached. But
iTunes, where I'm hoping
to eventually, actually make a sale, will CORRECTLY consider
it the single that it would be.
I'm not wholly convinced yet I'll do the single release. However,
I did shoot a couple terabytes of DV movie footage while I was
recording "Cozy Anxious Chaos" so the odds of me firing
up Final Cut Pro X
and creating a
music video
for my YouTube channel
are high, exceedingly, as in:
it will
happen. I'll likely get started before the closing of
the current production of Wednesday's Child (see above).
Open auditions
for True West
were conducted Monday night and last night and let me tell you,
there was some serious competition in the room. A lot of really good
talent showed up. It's all going to boil down to what actors have
the best chemistry together, seem to fit together, and which ones
come closest to meeting Director
Doug Lloyd's
vision. He's got his job cut out for him; and no matter how you look
at it, some actors who could play the roles will not be cast.
That's the bitter-sweet thing about having a lot of strong talent
show up at auditions.
A-a-a-n-d we HAVE a cast for
True West.
Director Doug Lloyd
definitely had to sleep on it, because there were several different
combinations of actors, both completely different sets of names and
various interchangings of names, that would have made a fine cast.
There were several actors who could well play any of the three male
characters. Here's the cast Doug has chosen:
Last night was the
brush-up rehearsal
(see the photos). I attended, but at this
stage of the production it was
Stage Manager
Doug Patton's rehearsal. I attended in case
there were any direct questions for me from
the cast in terms of performance. I will
address any such questions from the cast,
but, except for compliments and cheerleading,
I no longer am instigating any
notes.
Essentially, the
director's
duties are over once the show opens. Though
Doug did come to me with something last
weekend that needed addressed because it's
still really part of the director's vision
for the show idea, and we then addressed
the issue together, last night. Otherwise,
last night, save for that one item, all I
did was attend while the cast
ran their lines.
Two more weekends (six more shows), starting
tonight at 8:00!
Kayleen Nordyke (Becca Conner)
Ghiovanna Dennis (Det. Valez)
Stephanie Henry (Susan Merrit) Doug Patten (stage manager)
Our second week was as good as our first, performance-wise at least.
The audience sizes were still a little anemic. It was a little
better for the Saturday show, but still, this cast ain't gettin'
the audience members in the seats that they oughta be.
We have one weekend, three shows, left. If you're close by the
Dayton area and you haven't seen it yet,
Click here.
AND THE NEXT GUILD SHOW BEGINS ITS JOURNEY TO OPENING:
Rehearsals
for Sam Shepard'sTrue West
start tonight with the
read-through.
Usually, as the producer,
I'd be at the read-though to discuss some business with the cast,
including things like getting a publicity sheet filled out and the
deadline for their headshots
and bio text for the
playbill.
However, I'm not likely to be there this evening. I have a medical
procedure this morning ‐‐ nothing serious, simply a
standard preventative procedure that those of us no longer in our
youth need to have done ‐‐ and whether or not I'll
be fully recovered from the anesthesia by this evening is a
wait-and-see proposition. If I'm not there tonight I'll be there
tomorrow. I'm thinking I won't be tonight; but who knows?
MUSIC VIDEO, POSSIBLE NEW SINGLE, BETTER PROMOTION, & MERCH(?):
Last night I started the
postproduction
for the
music video
for the instrumental
"Cozy Anxious Chaos,"
off of the
Virtually Approximate Subterfuge
album. I fired up the 5-terabyte external harddrive that holds
the DV footage of me working out, rehearsing, and recording it.
All I did was audit the movie takes in the
Final Cut Pro X
project, noting when the musical takes that made into the final
mix of the audio recording happen. That way I can use those parts
of DV footage to synchronize with the finished
mastered
recording.
However, I discovered that I didn't actually shoot footage of myself
recording a couple of the MIDI
keyboard instrument parts, or at least not the takes that made into
the final recording. There's no footage of me playing the faux
trumpet take that is on the recording, most especially the solo
section, which I was hoping to use. There's also none of the actual
recording sessions for the faux violin part. There's plenty of footage
of me working them out and rehearsing them, and some of that might
work being synched with the finish product ‐‐ I'll find
out. I recorded "Cozy Anxious Chaos," and thus, shot the
footage in December of '21 and January of '22, so it's been a while
ago so I didn't recall all that I'd shot footage of, but I was
sure I got some of all the final takes of the audio
recording. Oh well, there's still plenty of footage to use,
a-few-hours worth.
I actually haven't audited exactly everything, but I am reasonably
certain I have footage of the good musical takes of me on the
midi sax voice and the midi trombone voice. I know I have the
bass and the regular and electric piano parts.
Honestly, I haven't completely envisioned what the whole concept
for the music video will be. Obviously I'm using the footage
discussed above, and I've had firm thoughts on filters and effects
to put on that footage. If I had the budget, I'd hire an animator
for some sequences. I'd have animated players on the trumpet, sax,
trombone, and violin (the midi keyboard voices). At this point I
have an idea to do a poorman's animation where I use images of the
instruments and make them move around on the screen by manipulating
them in the editing process. But that might end up looking too
cheesy. However I end up producing the music video, the
final cut
isn't likely to be posted to
my YouTube channel
anytime soon. I doubt it beats December 31 of this year.
Whether or not I release "Cozy Anxious Chaos," or possibly
an edited version of it, as a single isn't decided, yet. I'm leaning
toward doing so, despite that my first two singles have had absolutely
no traction. Also up in the air is whether or not I put out physical
CD copies of the single. With the exception of "out of my
trunk," I have no venue to market a single; actually, that
goes for the album now, too, since CD Baby
stopped handling physical CD distribution earlier this year.
If I do release a single, whether there's a CD or not, it's highly
likely that I will have an extra track, a proverbial
"B-side" (for those of you old enough to remember vinyl
45 RPM singles). You five who have read previous blog posts may
remember that I plan to use one of two instrumentals that I've
composed and recorded for
Dayton Theatre Guild
productions. It would either be one titled "For Loyalty's Sake,"
done for the play
For the Loyal,
by Lee Blessing,
or one titled "Wednesday's Child Theme," composed for the
current DTG show,
Wednesday's Child,
by Mark St. Germain,
the latter, for which you five regulars will know that I am the
director.
There's some possibility I would tack both of them on as extra
tracks. The extra track, or tracks, would be for both the electronic
version, which could be purchased at
Apple Music (iTunes)
and Amazon Music, among
other on-line services, and the CD disk, if it's published.
You can hear portions of both "extra tracks" as
the main theme music for the promotional trailers for the
respective DTG shows: For the Loyal trailer
for "For Loyalty's Sake." Wednesday's Child trailer
for "Wednesday's Child Theme."
One issue in the far-less-than anemic sales of the album and the
nill sales of any single is my admitted ineptitude at anything
closely resembling good marketing strategy of myself and my music.
I swear that even the majority, the overwhelming majority
of people I know, of my friends, have not even bothered to listen
to any of my music, even when it's been a link to a music video on
my YouTube channel.
And if they have they haven't been impressed enough to even give
the weakest of a compliment. There have been a handful of friends
who have supported me with a purchase of the album, and others who
have given me positive feedback. But, overall: nothing.
As I've written here before, I also can't seem to get even the
local public radio station, WYSO,
to pay attention, much less actually play anything. Like I've said
before, I have no evidence the CDs I've sent WYSO were even listened
to; if they were, and if there's been any airplay, I am not
aware of it.
There's a push to marketing that I am not good at or even versed
at. That's my fault. I'm not versed because, I must admit, I'm
intimidated by what seems the complexity of it all. That's all on
me. I also have been needing to set a virtual market place up at the
klstorer.com website proper, and I
haven't done that yet, somewhat because of the setup cost. I could
however, have a page where people could contact me to purchase the
album CD or the single CDs through
PayPal, in the interim,
before I set up a market page through my domain provider.
Also, the issue of merchandizing came up again. I was telling
someone last week how it had been suggested a few months ago that I
create and market some merch related to my music and my album, and
that my response was, and still is, that I find it presumptuous for
me to offer merch for sale when there is not yet a following. Their
response was that the merch might help spark a following. That seems
a bit counter-intuitive and I'm not convinced. At this point my
thought is that for me to offer K.L.Storer t-shirts, etc., would be
a vanity proposition.
But I DO need to up my promotional game.
Last night, auditing the footage of the
"Cozy Anxious Chaos" sessions.
Last night was our second and last
brush-up rehearsal
as we head into our final weekend of the show's
performance run.
Our curtain
tonight is at 8:00; tomorrow it's 5:00; and our final performance
starts at 3:00 Sunday. Then
Wednesday's Child
at DTG goes permanently
dark.
THE NEXT DTG SHOW HITS THE TRACK:
Of course, the show is
in rehearsal
right now, though its rehearsal period has Thanksgiving,
Christmas, New Years, and other holidays right there in the midst
of things. That just gives the four cast members a bit of time to
get at least close to
off-book,
in between their holiday activities, obviously.
The techs
and run crew
haven't been drafted yet. I'm about to embark on that task. There
are a few specific people I'll approach first, then go on a
general search for whatever spots are left unfulfilled. So, there'll
likely be an entry here about a tech and/or crew call. And, of
course, on social media as well as asking for references from my
connections, though I don't have the wealth of connections I'd
like to have.
We needed a
fight choreographer,
too, but that's been crossed off the list, just this
morning, in fact. I secured Kayla Graham, who is close and personal
with one of the cast members, having married Jared Mola only two
calendar months ago to this very date. We already had our
scenic designer
(Red Newman),
lighting designer
(John Falkenbach),
sound designer
(me), and
costume designer
(Carol Finley). Still need a
props manager
for the show but I have a few candidates for that, too.
Wednesday's Child is a fast-paced thriller, murder
mystery, and more. Susan and Martin Merrit are unable to have
a child on their own, so they hire Becca Connor to serve as
a surrogate. When Becca is found dead, a police investigation
explodes the lives of everyone who knew her. As Detectives
Valez and Dixon begin to put the pieces together, secrets
surface, alibis weaken, and lies are uncovered. This dramatic
play explores motherhood, passion, and that thin line between
right and wrong.
The Cast of WEDNESDAY'S CHILD
(in order of appearance/speaking)
CHARACTER
ACTOR
Becca Connor
Kayleen Nordyke
Det. Aleece Valez
Ghiovanna Dennis
Susan Merrit
Stephanie Henry
Det. Walt Dixon
Jamie McQuinn
Molly Strutt
Becky Howard
Martin Merrit
Ryan Hester
Dr. Samantha Sutton
Heather Atkinson
The promotional trailer for WEDNESDAY'S CHILD
If it's still early enough this fine Sunday, and if you're close
enough, you still have one last chance to see this great cast
killing it on stage.
Meanwhile, I'll be back soon with my personal
post mortem
on the production that will especially focus on my assessment of my
own involvement.
There are a few things on the docket I planned to get to work on.
So place your bets! Let's see which gets a lot of, or any,
attention.
This one must get my full attention since it's not
just my own project but a
Dayton Theatre Guild
project.
Sam Shepard'sTrue West
opens at The Guild this coming January 12. Not only do I have
producer's
duties for this show, but I also have
sound designer's
duties, which is usually the case if I'm the producer. As producer
I still have some
production crew
to bring into the production and some budgetary items to hash out.
As for the
sound design,
I've not even begun, but probably will before this long weekend is
over.
Tech Sunday
is only six-and-a-half weeks away; I state "only" because
though it's not right around the corner, it's really not all that
far off and could sneak up on me before I know it.
This long weekend will probably see me giving at least some
attention to the
music video
for the instrumental,
"Cozy Anxious Chaos,"
off my album,
Virtually Approximate Subterfuge.
The thing is, before I really start to edit the music video, I
need to decide if I am going to release "Cozy Anxious
Chaos" as a single or not. If so, am I going to release the
full 6:41 off the album or am I going to edit a shorter single
version? The music video should probably be whatever the single
version is, whether it's straight off the album or a truncated edit.
I could still gather some graphics ideas I have for the concept of
the video, even if I don't have the exact sound track yet to edit
video to.
After a break of several months, or more, I'll be getting back to
work on the restructuring of my two-act play. I know it's going to
be a major revision,
since I'm going to move things around in the manuscript. There may
be rewriting,
too, at least to some extent. And I'm sure I'll
kill a little darling or two.
I also feel the urge to work more on the extensive
story bible
that governs the universe of the play, as well as my novel manuscript,
which has been in limbo for a couple decades now. I likely won't
get to the play over this weekend, but I am fairly sure I'll work
some on the bible, because my mind is starting to obsess about working
on a particular aspect of that tome ‐‐ and believe me, the
story bible is indeed a tome, really many tomes. Actually,
what I call "the story bible" is really many Word docs,
text docs, and Excel spreadsheets. It's currently 1.45 gigs
consisting of more than 1800 items in dozens and dozens of
sub-folders. There are literally decades of the universe covered
in the combined documents, with some periods more heavily saturated
with detail than others (for now).
Sometime in the close future I need to finish and post my
post mortem
on Wednesday's Child,
which just closed this past Sunday. I've started the essay, and I'm
sure it will be part of this weekend. I think I still have some
internal processing to do; of course, the act of writing the essay
will help me with that processing, so maybe I won't do too much
mental processing before I start keying words again.
Thanksgiving morning, the Dayton theatre community unexpectedly
lost a vital member. Dayton Theatre Hall of Famer and
`multi-award winning lighting designer, John Falkenbach passed
away. John was also a director, actor, sound designer, and
scenic designer.
Though John and I weren't long-time, close friends, I knew
him well enough to have tremendous respect for him, both as
a colleague in the local theatre world, and, more importantly,
as a man.
I worked with John quite a few times, both at Dayton Theatre
Guild and at Beavercreek Community Theatre. He was always
so easy-going and was able to keep calm when technical things
were simply not cooperating. And he knew his stuff, especially
as a lighting designer. And, as has been said repeatedly over
the last few days, he was a nice, friendly guy.
I was taken aback by the news of his death, as was everyone
else. What a tremendous loss for those who knew him, both
in the theatre world and his life away from all of us.
Yep, my obscenely robust, and ever-expanding story
bible contains dozens and dozens of spreadsheets.
A couple entries from one of the the story bible's
timeline Word docs, covering 1987.
As always happens, I sort of went down the rabbit hole again when I
went back to working on the story bible for the universe of the
protagonist of my novel manuscripts, who's also one of the lead
characters in my play.
"[S]ort of...down the rabbit hole...." because, based on
the nature of what I've been adding, I knew it wasn't going to be
a quick get-in-and-get-out. Honestly, I guess I have gone
down the rabbit hole with this current work, but here I didn't suddenly
get caught up in it, which is how I generally see this colloquial
use of the term. For instance, when I go to
Rob Squad Reactions on YouTube,
a channel ran by this lovely young couple from Oklahoma (I think)
who react to music from before their time, I sometimes end up spending
a couple hours watching their videos as well as other reaction videos
by other YouTubers that show up on the suggestion feed on the side
of the screen. I always know that I might, but also: I might not
and often don't. It's the same with watching a series on
Netflix or another streaming
service. But, again, in this case, it's different since I knew I
was going to be working on an extensive bit of material.
In my attempt to be a pseudo-Tolkien
I have, as I have written in this blog before, literately thousands
of files that make up the grounding, the support, the backstories,
and more for the world my protagonist and his family, friends,
colleagues, etc., occupy: text documents, Word documents, Excel
spreadsheets, PDFs, JPGs, PNGs, and other image files. The master
folder currently contains 1.46 gb of content ‐‐ currently,
it'll grow bigger, undoubtedly much bigger.
There are two key elements to this universe's story bible. The first
is a series of Word docs that are the chronology of the universe,
each document being a timeline of certain spans of years. The second
key element is a series of excel spreadsheets that, among a few
other related data, has annual financial calculations for the
protagonist's personal earnings and those of the two businesses he
owns.
The first timeline doc covers 1900 to 1957, the second, 1958-1970.
The protagonist is born in 1958. The rest of the docs cover two year
increments until the last one, which is currently, 2021-2030, but
that one will eventually be broken down into two-year increments as
more entries are added. The denses docs cover the 1960s through the
1980s, with the 1990s starting to fill up, and the 2000s through 2010s following just a
little behind.
The protagonist has two businesses. One is a mulitimedia conglomerate
that consists of several entertainment related companies; the
other is an incorporated entity that handles his personal income
as a talent in the entertainment industry. So I have a separate
spreadsheet for each those two aspects; then, there is his personal
income. There are also supportive spreadsheets that feed into each
of those, especially the two business entities. Right now I am working
on income and finance for 1987, and there are a lot of different
spreadsheets and other documents to update and to refer to, including
the 1987-1988 timeline Word doc which needs both referred to and
entries added or edited.
Over the course of the last week or so I've worked a bit on this
and thus far all I have finished is most, but not all, of the
income and expenses for the protagonist's incorporated entity for
his personal work in the entertainment business. I have yet to
even start working on the multimedia enterprise, which is a bigger
business and is far more complex. I have to get both of those
done first before I can work on the personal finances, because
that one depends on the dividends from the other two.
If you're
thinking, "Well, THAT'S a little obsessive and
overly-complicated," I'm not sure I can argue against your
point.
Why am I doing this now? Because it's been a while and it's been
bugging me. And this (the 1987 finances) will be on-going, off-and-on
for a few weeks.
Again:
"I'm
not sure I can argue against [the] point."
There's no reason to reinvent
the wheel. This is a repeat of an essay originally
posted at the blog in 2010, with some slight edits
to update the time frame:
FORTY-THREE YEARS AGO TODAY: JOHN LENNON
Forty-three years ago today, I was twenty-two years old. I was, and still am, a
major Beatles fan, as was, and are, most of my friends whom I grew up with.
I had just recently been on the phone with one of my friends, whom I've
known since first grade, Jerry Spencer. A few years earlier, Jerry had
moved to Colorado Springs, Colorado. We had talked of the merits of John
Lennon's new album, Double Fantasy. Of the pros and cons of him
sharing space equally with Yoko Ono, and of the surprisingly good B-side to
the single, "Starting Over," a song written and sang by Yoko,
titled "Walking On Thin Ice." It stands, still today, as the best
thing Yoko has done musically, and actually good enough that if I were to
catch it while changing stations, I'd actually stop and give it a listen.
Not that there's much chance that would happen.
Jerry and I also talked of how excited we were that John was preparing to
announce a U.S., then international, concert tour to support the new album.
We were stoked!
December 8, 1980 was a Monday. For whatever reason, I had gone to bed
earlier than usual that day. I was still living with my parents and after
I'd been asleep some period of time, my mother came in and said,
"Jerry Spencer's on the phone."
Groggy, I picked up.
"Hey man, did you hear about John?"
In a fog I said, "Who?"
"John Lennon. Some nut just shot and killed him! Howard Cosell just
announced it on Monday Night Football."
"Yeah, right. And we know it's happened because he's barefoot on the
front cover of the album, right?"
"No, man! It's true! Some nut shot him and killed him."
Still, really not totally awake, I sort of acquiesced to the fact and said
goodbye to Jerry. I remember that I lay there for a moment and thought:
Well, guess I'm not going to ever meet John Lennon. Then drifted
back asleep.
It was getting ready for work the next morning and hearing the report on
the news. That's when it hit me. It was as if I had just found out that one
of my best friends in the world had died. The impact was overwhelming. I
sat down on the edge of the bathtub and wept.
John Lennon is dead.
John Lennon is dead!
JOHN FUCKING LENNON IS FUCKING DEAD!
Even as I write these words, four-plus decades later, I feel the drop in my gut,
the hole in my chest, the sorrow.
"John Lennon is dead."
John Lennon and Paul McCartney, are to me, like many others, my major
artistic influence. I don't simply mean my major musical influence, I mean
that they had, and despite that many don't believe it, Paul still has, an
artistic approach that basically says, "Why not?"
As one in thousands of examples: Why not end a pop song with a major sixth
chord and dissident vocal harmony? ("She Loves You").
I was pretty young when the Beatles came out. I turned six in June of 1964,
so, though I was certainly aware of pop music, that the Beatles were
injecting rock and pop with a radical new twist on the genres was beyond my
thought processes. But I remember what in retrospect I think was my first
aesthetic appreciation of John. It was when I heard "Rain." I say
"think" because I know that in the studio, The Beatles were very
democratic about the arrangements and the process of recording their songs.
Any good idea to make the end product better was considered and often chosen.
John wrote "Rain," and as I got older I developed great poetic
appreciation for the message of the lyrics.
But as a kid, my first impression and what appealed to me was the sonic
presentation. There is this powerful wall of sound that stampedes like a
title wave of dark rich guitar chords and booming bass. It's one of the
first times I can remember really recognizing artistic craftwork. Somewhere
in the same period I heard "Eleanor Rigby" and I was starting to
know there was something special about The Beatles.
Of course, being the age I was, The Monkees were more my speed (inspired by
The Beatles movie Help, which, though I don't dislike it, is my
least favorite of all Beatles movies). The Monkees existed, in fact, because
The Beatles had no interest, whatsoever, in an offer to make a sitcom in
Hollywood.
Well, then, in 1967 my older cousin Greg bought the album, Sgt. Pepper's
Lonely Hearts Club Band, and was fanatically raving about it. My family
and his spent a lot of time together in those days so I heard the album a
lot. And my enthusiasm for The Monkees as my favorite band began to quickly
fade. By the time I was ten, I was a die-hard Beatles fan.
I personally have a little bit more of an affinity for Paul McCartney, but
don't be mistaken: my love of John Lennon as an artist and human being is
strong. And there is no question that lyrically, John Lennon is the
strongest of The Beatles. He is, I believe, one of the best lyricists in
rock and pop history.
Sometimes beautifully poetic, other times, straight-and-direct-to-the-juggler
plain spoken.
"Words are flowing out
Like endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away
Across the universe
Pools of sorrow
Waves of joy
Are passing though my open mind
Possessing and caressing me"
‐‐"Across The Universe"
"You say you want a revolution
Well you know
We all want to change the world
You tell me that it's evolution
Well you know
We all want to change the world
But when you talk about destruction
Don't you know you can count me out
You say you got a real solution
Well you know
We'd all love to see the plan
You ask me for a contribution
Well you know
We're doing what we can
But when you want money for people with minds that hate
All I can tell you is brother you have to wait
You say you'll change the constitution
Well you know
We all want to change your head
You tell me it's the institution
Well you know
You better free your mind instead
But if you go carrying pictures of Chairman Mao
You ain't going to make it with anyone anyhow"
‐‐"Revolution"
John was probably a bit pretentious in his early 1970's anti-war
presentation, because, as anyone who's studied Beatles and/or John know,
his ego was pretty big and strong and certainly matched Paul's, and really,
in many ways dwarfed Paul's. That doesn't mean that there was anything
insincere about John's anti-war sentiment. It was not a PR stunt. And when
John said, Hey, the press is going to be following us (him and Yoko)
around, anyway. We might as well use the space they're going to give us,
no matter what we are doing and saying, to do and say something of value,
when he said this, it was not disingenuous.
As for his personal life, John was open in both his art and his interviews
about most of it. The raw honesty of his 1971 album Plastic Ono Band
makes it one of the greatest artworks of his career. Just as Paul had done
with his home-grown McCartney album the year before, and The Beatles
had done with their last released album (second to last recorded) Let It
Be, John also returned to a simpler presentation of the music: the
arrangements and production were bare boned, even more so than
McCartney. The opening cut, for instance, "Mother," is a
solo vocal, a piano, a drum kit and a bass guitar, recorded live in the
studio. No over-dubs. no double tracking. The only production trick is the
bongs of the tower clock at the start, which John slowed down and edited on.
That album is lyrically raw and relentlessly honest and unapologetic.
In "God," he basically says, among other things, "Suck it up
fans, The Beatles are over. I'm not a Beatle anymore.":
"God is a concept,
By which we can measure,
Our pain,
I'll say it again,
God is a concept,
By which we can measure,
Our pain,
I don't believe in magic,
I don't believe in I-ching,
I don't believe in bible,
I don't believe in tarot,
I don't believe in Hitler,
I don't believe in Jesus,
I don't believe in Kennedy,
I don't believe in Buddha,
I don't believe in mantra,
I don't believe in Gita,
I don't believe in yoga,
I don't believe in kings,
I don't believe in Elvis,
I don't believe in Zimmerman,
I don't believe in Beatles,
I just believe in me,
Yoko and me,
And that's reality.
The dream is over,
What can I say?
The dream is over,
Yesterday,
I was dreamweaver,
But now I'm reborn,
I was the walrus,
But now I'm John,
And so dear friends,
You just have to carry on,
The dream is over."
In the famous interview on Tomorrow with Tom Snyder in 1975, he
explained that as a song writer all he's ever been doing is, "reporting
on the state [I am in] at the time."
In an interview not long after The Beatles broke up he was straight forward
about being a professional musician and a pop star. Asked if he was ever
worried of being accused of "selling out" his response was,
"Selling out to where? Any rocker who signs a contract with a record
company is selling his wares. 'Now I'm singing for my supper.' To think
you're not is to be fucking lying to yourself." (I'm quoting that from
memory but I'm pretty sure it's verbatim).
With the last album that John saw through to the final product, Double
Fantasy, his honesty was much less radical but no less straight forward.
The songs, mostly written toward the end of his self-imposed five-year
hiatus from the business showed the migration of philosophy toward a
middle-aged man who was at peace with himself much more than he'd ever been
in his life.
The philosophy of "I don't believe in Beatles" is clearly less
important than the idea of his family. There is an inherent message of being
a husband and being a father. Granted, the love-torn, "I'm Losing
You," is on the album, but that was written during his separation from
Yoko in the mid-70's, when he was bar hopping with Harry Nilsson to escape
his misery. Lennon included the song because it's a good mid-tempo rocker,
a good track.
Along with McCartney and some others of his generation, John is so
incredibly important to the movement forward of rock-and-roll and pop music
in general because of artistic inquisitiveness and his ability to think
outside the box. If he's not THE leader, he is one of a very few on a very
short list. Lennon didn't think there was anywhere that a rock artist
couldn't go musically and artistically. Anything was fair game to throw
into the mix. This was why he, McCartney, and George Harrison, (who is
arguably the first to be responsible for the fusion of Indian music into
rock and jazz), were so compatible artistically. *I didn't include Ringo
here because I'm addressing songwriting and major musical arrangement.
As one of my cultural icons, John Lennon transcends his musical appeal and
innovation, by his intellect and his use of his fame as a platform to ask
for, to appeal for, to try to influence us toward a better world, one where
love rules and hate and war and greed are relics from a yesterday.
I can't believe the world has been without him for over four decades. I feel my
weeping for him that morning so long ago as if it had been this morning.
I'm still saying Goodbye, today.
*originally posted on
Dec 8, 2010, this latest version has been updated only to reflect
correct time frames
As of tomorrow I am off work from the
rent-payer until
January. My desire was (still is, really) to head out of town
somewhere after the holiday festivities with my family. What I
seriously thought about was another stay at
The Cozy Little Red Cottage,
in Dover, Ohio where I spent
this same last week of December in 2020, my Winter
Vacation
2020, but my bank account said, "No way, dude."
That December 2020 venture was an artist's retreat that was focused
pretty much solely on music. In fact, three of the songs off
my album were
started during that stay. I'm doing the artist's retreat thing
again, but, thanks to that denial from my bank account, it's going
to have to be of the
staycation
variety, just like it was this time last year, which is fine.
What I will be working on is not completely defined, probably ought
to be, but it's not. I'm certain to get back to the recent project
of editing a
music video
for the instrumental,
"Cozy Anxious Chaos,"
coincidentally one of the pieces started on Winter
Vacation
2020. The big holdup for me, after an initial beginning on the
video, has been my contemplation about whether or not to edit a shorter
single version for release. If I edit a shorter version for a single,
then the video should probably be edited to that version. I'm not
100% sure I'm going to release it as a single, anyway.
I'll probably work on other music during this period, too. I have
a few ideas for new music that have been percolating and I'm feeling
the itch to at least get something started. Plus, some of the
production music
I composed for
Wednesday's Child,
the scene-transition pieces, are just begging me to develop them further,
a couple in particular.
There are a couple things dealing with the universe of my
full-length play
that I can work on. There's some additional material for the
story bible
that needs finished. I also am bracing myself to sidle up to a
major rewrite
of the play manuscript. That will consist of substantially rearranging
sections, possibly restructuring some portion, and certainly will
include a hefty amount of
killing my little darlings.
Plus, some parts need serious rewording. Whether the rewrite starts
during this artist's retreat or not, it does need to start soon.
As usual, the university ‐‐ (aka: the rent-payer)
‐‐ is closed for the winter break and my
Artist's Retreat ‐
Staycation
2023 has officially
begun. I have a week and a half open for work on a few different
things. There are some things I will get to and others I
might get to.
Tech Sunday
for True West
is only sixteen days away, so the
soundwork
for the show is a top priority, a must. This show calls for a
straight-forward design, so it's not going to be a major challenge.
In his playwright's notes,
Sam Shepard
did specify the sound of the coyotes, or rather, what they should
not sound like. As I told our
director,
Doug Lloyd,
I believe I have the specific coyote sounds Shepard wanted, but if
I don't, they are not going to be difficult to procure; it'd probably
take me mere minutes to find and download them. Other than that, I
need to curate some mid-70s, and earlier,
production music,
preshow music,
and intermission music.
A lot of that will already be in my personal music library.
Off and on, since
Wednesday's Child
closed, I've been working on my
post-mortem
essay about my first time directing a full-on stage play production.
Those of you who know me or who have perhaps visited this blog more
than infrequently
(if such an animal exists)
may know that prior to Wednesday's Child, all my directing
credits were for directing for the camera, including
The Guild's summer
2021 streaming production
of The Roommate,
by Jen Silverman. I've
written quite a bit on this post-mortum but I am not finished. I'm
hopeful that I can finish it off, perhaps edit it down a little,
then get it posted here on the blog before January 1.
I also need to read quite a few scripts during this time off from
the rent-payer. I have a theatre colleague who's entrusted me to
read three of her plays ‐‐ one full-length and two
short-shorts ‐‐ and give her some feedback, for whatever
my feedback will be worth.
There's also the six plays that are on the
Dayton Theatre Guild
2024/2025 season *(see below), the list which we just made
public last night, though I have read one of them already. I need
to read them for an eye to return as a director, plus, the actor in
me is looking for roles
.
Then there is the
music video
for my jazzy instrumental,
"Cozy Anxious Chaos,"
off of my
Virtually Approximate Subterfuge
album. You five regulars(?)
will know that when I composed and recorded "Cozy...," in
December 2021 & January of 2022, I shot the whole process in
multiple-camera shoots
and that I have several hours of DV footage that takes up most of
a 5-terabyte external harddrive. There's the potential for a
mini-documentary on making the instrumental, but any such potential
project is wa-a-a-ay back on a back-burner; it's really not even
a proposal at the moment. It was in my mind as I was working
on the piece, but only as a potential idea to entertain at a later
date. As for the music video, it would be nice if I have a
final cut
by the end of this year. In fact, I have plans to work on this
project later today.
Like I wrote in yesterday's blog post, I'm also feeling the urge
to compose some new music. The muse has been whispering ideas in
my ear and tickling them into my stomach and chest. Not to mention
that I wrote some short, scene-transition,
production music
for Wednesday's Child, of which several of them should be
developed further. They have some serious potential, I do believe.
Besides, it occurs to me that I haven't had a bass in my hands or
sat at the keyboards too very often since I finished the album.
I believe I have addressed my shitty discipline at being an actual
"practiced musician" a few time in the past.
There's also some work that can be done on my full-length play
manuscript and/or the universe it takes pace in. I have been recently
working on additions to the rather lengthy
story bible
‐‐ as you five(?)
will know. Without getting into the mundane details, I'm in the
ballpark of midway through a particular sort of story-bible addition
that I could allow to steal most of my time and energy over
this Artist's Retreat ‐
Staycation
2023, but I will
not. But, I will admit I'm likely to put some time in on it today.
There's also the planned, forthcoming, major
rewrite
of the two-act,
which may or may not start during this
staycation,
but is certainly short-listed on my artistic agenda.
Looking at these items above, it's a pretty damned full plate. I
guess I better get started.....
*(Note that we are seeking directors for the shows, see the end
of the show descriptions for details)
The Season:
1) The Enchanted Cottage, by Sir
Arthur Wing Pinero
Showing Aug 23 ‐ Sep 8, 2024
(Auditions: Jul 8 & 9, 2024)
5M, 4W (plus) w/intermission
The Enchanted Cottage is a charming and romantic fable,
written in 1921. It ran on Broadway for 65 performances in 1923 and
was made into a film in 1945. It was, in fact, produced here at The
Guild in the 1953/1954 season. Socialite Oliver Bradshaw returns home
from WWI disfigured by war wounds and convinced that no one will
accept him as he is now. He hides from his family and the rest of
the world, taking a secluded cottage overseen by a mysterious
housekeeper. Laura Pennington, a painfully shy young woman from the
village comes to look after Oliver. She tells him that the cottage
in which he is staying is in fact a very old honeymoon cottage. The
two begin developing feelings for each other and ultimately fall in
love and marry. They discover the enchantment of the cottage has the
power to transform. This play is about true beauty lying within, and
about acceptance. Everyone deserves to love.
*** Season Extra *** Campaigns, Inc., a new play by native
Daytonian Will Allan
Showing Oct 11 ‐ 20, 2024
(Auditions:Aug 26 & 27, 2024)
6M, 2W (plus) No Intermission
A comedic docudrama based on the actual first American political
consulting firm, formed by Leone Baxter and Clem Whitaker,
Campaigns, Inc. is a behind‐the‐scenes look at
orchestrated political dirty tricks executed through what may be the
original "fake news" strategy. With dark humor, the play
examines Baxter and Whitaker's propaganda machine that sabotages
novelist Upton Sinclair's 1934 bid to become the first Democratic
governor of California.
*Campaigns, Inc. is a season extra and not in the subscription
package.
2) The Woman in Black, Adapted by
Stephen Mallatratt, by Susan Hill
Showing Nov 29 ‐ Dec 15, 2024
(Auditions Oct 14 & 15, 2024)
2M, 1W ‐ w/Intermission
The Woman in Black is a 1987 stage play, adapted by Stephen
Mallatratt. The play is based on the 1983 book of the same name by
English author Susan Hill. Arthur Kipps, an attorney, is sent to
handle the estate of the deceased Mrs. Drablow. He makes the trip
to her funeral in a bleak and lonely part of England, where all of
his enquiries into the details of her estate and her family are met
with silence. At the funeral, Kipps alone observes a strange young,
ghastly‐looking woman dressed in black. The next morning, Kipps
is taken to Mrs. Drablow's eerie Eel Marsh house. The house is reached
by way of a narrow causeway that is passable only during low tide.
As Kipps investigates the house and the surrounding property, he
again sees the woman in black, but is unable to follow her. His
apprehension and fear grow. As he cautiously explores the inside of
the house, he uncovers a large number of documents and information
he must sift through in order to settle Mrs. Drablow's affairs. His
efforts reveal secrets and unexplainable events. Who is this woman
in black? Why are the townspeople so hesitant to answer his questions?
What happens to haunt Kipps years later? As Kipps and an actor he
hires to help tell his story, struggle to tell it all and exorcise
both their demons, we learn the chilling answer to these questions
‐‐ and more.
3) The Minutes, by Tracy Letts
Showing Jan 31 ‐ Feb 16, 2025
(Auditions Dec 2 & 3, 2024)
7M, 3W ‐ No intermission
The Minutes is a dark comedy. It had its premiere at the
Steppenwolf Theater in Chicago in 2017, and moved to the James Earl
Jones Theatre in New York City in 2020. This play takes a hard look
at the inner workings of a city council meeting and the hypocrisy,
greed and ambition that bubble to the surface when a newcomer to the
small town of Big Cherry starts to ask the wrong questions. Why is
someone on the council mysteriously missing? What happened to all
those bicycles? Is there something going on with the city's finances?
What's the deal with the available parking space? And why are the
minutes from the last meeting being kept secret? Sometimes the
"history" we've been taught isn't the true "history"
at all! Part Parks & Recreation, part Twilight Zone,
this powerful, resonant, and funny portrayal of democracy in action
proves that everything you know can change ‐‐ it's just a
matter of minutes. After all, the smallest towns keep the biggest
secrets.
4) Chancers, by Robert Massey
Showing Mar 28 ‐ Apr 13, 2025
(Auditions Feb 3 & 4, 2025)
2M, 2W ‐ No intermission
Chancers is a fast and furious comedy, set in Ireland, about
the lengths we will go to when our backs are against the wall. Aiden
and Dee are on the verge of losing it all. They've had to rent out
their home to a fellow from Dublin (who was previously Dee's boyfriend),
and move with their two young sons into the back of their nearly
bankrupt convenience store. And now Dee is out at a job interview
(which doesn't go well). Aiden never thought their situation would
come to this. But salvation may have arrived in the form of local
battleaxe, Gertie Graham. She literally has their ticket out of the
poorhouse ‐‐ they just need to get their hands on it without
her knowing. CHANCERS premiered to great acclaim at the Viking Theatre,
Dublin, in 2013, before touring the following year.
5) Between Riverside and Crazy, by
Stephen Adly Guirgis
Showing May 23 ‐ Jun 8, 2025
(Auditions Mar 31 & Apr 1, 2025)
4M, 3W ‐ w/Intermission
This play won the 2015 Pulitzer Prize for Drama, the 2015 New York
Drama Critics Circle Award for Best Play, the 2015 Lucille Lortel
Award for Outstanding Play, the 2015 Outer Critics Circle Award for
Outstanding New Off‐Broadway Play and the 2015 Off Broadway
Alliance Award for Best New Play. It closed on Broadway in Feb 2023.
Walter "Pops" Washington is a retired NYC policeman, and
he has had enough. He has been pursuing a discrimination suit against
the Police Department, because he, a black police officer, was
accidentally shot by another (white) police officer. Meanwhile, his
landlord won't leave him alone, his wife recently passed away, and
the liquor store can't keep up with his thirst. Pops' last living
relative, his son Junior, has recently gotten out of jail and moved
back to Pops' house with his girlfriend, Lulu, and his newly sober
buddy, Oswaldo. With his heels dug into the floor of his
rent‐controlled Riverside Drive apartment, Pops holds onto old
wounds, both physical and emotional. Pressure reaches a boiling point
when an ultimatum comes from an unlikely source, pinning Pops squarely
"between Riverside and crazy." This Tony Award‐nominated,
Pulitzer Prize‐winning play, is passionate, contemporary, and
bracingly funny.
Seeking Directors for this season's shows:
We are seeking directors for each show. If you're interesting in
directing one of these shows, please contact Rick Flynn at
RickF413@gmail.com for more
information. Friday, January 12 is the last day to submit interest
for directing.
What I got done last night was work on that
story bible
for the universe of my novel and my
full-length play.
The funny thing is, none of what I worked on last night was related
to the bible entries that I'm "supposed" to be working on.
Oh well....
Meanwhile, I hope all of you are having a lovely holiday
period, regardless of what your creeds, beliefs, or
non-beliefs are. And wouldn't it be lovely if the sentiment
of joy, peace, and goodwill toward each other were the norm
the rest of the year? I guess that's on us, huh?
Yesterday I worked on the
True Westsound design.
That work was the procurement and processing of coyote
SFX.
Tonight, I'll be finishing at least that, but I hope a little more
before I go to bed. I may be getting into the curation of the
music: production,
preshow
and intermission.
Though not exactly
Artist's‐Retreat
stuff, (yet still maybe part of it, kind of, since it's part of my
time off, it's good for my soul, and, Hey! It's
Christmas
time!), one of things I did yesterday was watch a few of
my usual Christmas
movies and TV episodes, mostly while I was doing the
Artist's Retreat
stuff mentioned above. I started it off with
Holidate,
then went to
Holiday in the Wild,
then several
Christmas
episodes of
The West Wing,
while I did my first work on the True West sound design.
Then I watched my annual viewings of
Love Actually
and Elf
right before bed. There'll be a few more
Christmas
movies an TV episodes today and probably tomorrow, including the big
one for me, which I have yet to watch this year. It'll be tonight.
By the way, I started off Friday evening with
Gremlins,
followed Saturday by a Hallmark-kind-of-a movie,
Christmas Inheritance
(actually a Netflix production).
Time for my annual (or almost annual) mention and recounting
of my closest known brush with death. On the morning of
Sunday, December 27, 2015 I had that brush. On Monday,
December 28, 2015, I underwent
quadruple bypass heart surgery.
The events leading up to that surgery began about twenty-four
hours earlier. Sunday morning I was awaken by a sharp cramp
in the middle of my back. I spent some time trying to stretch
the cramp out, to no avail. Then it began to radiate, pulse.
Not long after, it moved to my right shoulder; actually it was
more that a radiating cramp in my right should was added.
Then it was the back of my neck; then, I started to feel the
cramp in my upper left arm. That last one, as most of us
know, is a well-known sign of a heart attack. I, by-the-way,
did not experience any chest pains, though I suppose
eventually I would have, likely when it was too late.
I was already starting to suspect I might be having a heart
attack for a few reasons. First was that I had been
diagnosed well over a year earlier with
hyper tension
and
high cholesterol,
two conditions that I knew put me at risk for
heart disease.
Believe it or not (for those of you who don't already know
this), the other reason is my acting experience. For several
years I had done a gig for the U.D. Law School
where I played an emergency chest trauma doctor, and an
expert witness for a
mock trial
about a wrongful death case that involved a heart attack.
For us actors, the exercise is one of
guided improv,
where we have a parameter of facts and information that
we draw from. Our performances are not scripted but our
improvisations are restricted to the info and facts we have
been provided. Besides the facts of the case, my prep
material also had much information about heart attacks, the
symptoms, treatment, and preventions. Because of that I was
educated in the fact that a person can have a heart attack
without experiencing chest pains, and that all the cramps
I was having, and the nature of them, were indications that
I might be having a heart attack.
I called 911 and said I believed I might be having a heart
attack. The paramedics came, took an
EKG
reading in the ambulance and then told me they were taking
me to the hospital because: "there are some issues."
There, the man who's now been my cardiologist ever since,
Dr. Akber Mohammed,
inserted a catheter into a major artery, probed my heart and
then gave me the news: I had 90% blockage in one coronary
artery, 60% in another, and 40% in two more. He had
placed a stent
in the severely blocked artery; and, he told me that I would
be scheduled for heart surgery the next morning.
He didn't say he was going to consult with a heart surgeon
who would then make a decision to do surgery or not; he said,
before he'd consulted with a surgeon, that I would
have surgery. He knew the surgeon was absolutely going to
arrive at that decision. I found out later that the stent
was solely to keep me alive until the surgery.
That surgeon was
Dr. Surendar Neravetla.
Dr. Mohammed had said I would get at least a double bypass,
and possibly a tripple bypass. As we now know, it turned
out it was the quadruple.
Those doctors, along with the paramedics (or EMTs, I don't
really know which), saved my life. But let me not end this
without my highest of praise for the rest of the medical
staff, with a special mention to the amazing
coronary care unit nurses at
Springfield Regional Medical Center
who gave me such lovely care with great kindness and patience
‐‐ and skill. And then after them, the rehab
nurses.
I am here to write this today because of this village of
people. And they were able to do what they did for me and
thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands of
others because of their dedication and because
of.....wait for it......
medical SCIENCE
I MUST KEEP THE TV OFF:
Wednesday I got to absolutely nothing on my
Artist's Retreat ‐
Staycation
2023 agenda. It
was nothing but a day of TV consumption *(see below). So, today I
declare as a No
TV Zone day, at least until I've actually accomplished some
shit.
First will be some serious progress on the
True Westsound design.
I have to completely finish processing the coyote
SFX
for the show ‐‐ which will also be a permanent addition
to my sound effects library.
I should work on curating the rest of the SFX; and , I should gain
some ground on curating the music for the show:
production,
preshow
and intermission.
That last one I have, as yet, to begin, at all.
My
Christmas
viewing Tuesday and yesterday were a few movies and TV episodes
(some of them, admittedly a bit cheesy, but, so what):
I could really look into the next few days, the first three of
2024, and also call them a part of
Artist's Retreat ‐
Staycation
2023/2024,
but I'm gonna be loyal to the label (and the graphic) and close it
off today. Though I will be working on artsy stuff for the next
three days.
The lofty agenda of items I listed to address over this break was
barley realized and I anticipated this was how it would play out,
anyway. I had no unreasonable expectations that I'd take all those
targets down. A lot of my time off has been me being leisurely, doing
nothing except napping a lot, and I am very okay with that.
The top priority, which I have spent the most productive time on,
has been the
True Westsound design.
I've dealt with the needed southern California coyote
SFX,
and now have some new items in my
sound effects library,
and I've also mostly curated the music for the show: all of the
production,
preshow
and intermission
music. I've selected all the pieces, now I need to fully curate which
music will be for production, thus regulating the rest to preshow
or intermission. There are a few that are top contenders for music
in the show. For instance, there's a 99-plus% chance I have
the curtain call music,
at least a 90% chance I have the opening song into the show, and a
100% chance I have the music taking us out of Act 1. I also have a
few strong contenders for the
scene-change music.
The final decisions on these will come after I've attended the
full run rehearsal
Tuesday night and I get a feel for what mood and tone the performances
are asking for. Then, of course, I need to run it all past Director
Doug Lloyd,
because even though he tends to give me my lead on these decisions,
he still is the captain of the ship.
Much of my remaining time before I must return to the salt mines of
the rent-payer
will be taken up reading play scripts for a variety of reasons. The
actor in me is looking for roles to
audition
for; the director
is likewise looking for shows I want to throw my hat into the ring
for; a couple playwrights
are looking for feedback on their manuscripts ‐‐ not
just from me, my opinion is not that sought after.
There is a bit of a deadline on the director's thing, so I'll
probably read those plays first, probably at least one or two before
we close out this year, this evening.
I think I wound down the
Christmas
viewings last night with the Lifetime/Hallmark-like
Merry In-Laws,
with
George Wendt and
Shelley Long as
Santa and Mrs. Claus, respectively.