THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL IS NOT A TRAIN:
My weekend was occupied mostly by feeling ill and sleeping a lot,
and other non-creative, personal life activities, but I did work on
and finish the CD album booklet, including the
liner notes
page. I wrote the new liner notes essay and got the graphics for
the page finished last night. You five regulars may remember that
I had written a liner notes essay last week while on my
mini-vacation,
but then decided I wanted to go down a whole different path with
the thesis.
Now that the booklet is finished, I now move onto the final business
actions to get the album ready for release. I'll be in contact
with both
CD Baby and
CD Baby Manufacturing,
about getting the release and distribution of both the digital and
the physical versions of the album out. Plus there's all the composer
copyright and phonogram copyright business to start dealing with,
with the U.S. Copyright Office.
I'll also be putting together a promotional video for the album
sometime soon. I have a relatively good idea about the concept.
Obviously, I'll use little snippets from each song; now that I
think about it, it's not obvious, but it is what I plan.
Exactly what snippets, I'm not sure about for all the songs, though
I do know for a few. The big question is, what will be the order?
The bigger question is what will be at the start and what will be
at the ending? as those two points in the promotional video are
important.
There will also be the rerelease of the music videos for
"Just One Shadow" and "The Night Before the Night
Before Christmas," with the remastered audio, though those
releases will probably be staggered, with the latter out closer to
Christmas. Both will coincide with digital rereleases of their
respective remastered digital singles ‐‐ this time, neither
with extra tracks. Exactly when the remastered "Just One
Shadow" single releases will depend on how big a hit my finances
take on the album release and its related costs. There's also footage
shot for another music video, but that's down the road, as is
consideration for another singles release.
B'WAY BOUND TREKKING:
Last week, Wednesday and Thursday evening, I got the scenes we were
doing each night reversed, not that it made a lot of difference. I
was mentally prepared Wednesday to do material that ended up
not on the agenda, but it's not like I had a mental breakdown. We
ended up doing what I am much better
off-book
with, anyway, not that off-book time is here, yet. Right now it's
about getting the
blocking
down and the first big work on character development.
This week I'm not
called
any night with the possible exception of Thursday, which is currently
a "to-be-determined" rehearsal for which Director Margie
will decide the content of as it approaches; so I may or may not
be called Thursday.
Speaking of off-book, speaking of character: My virtual, or
complete, week off rehearsals gives me a lot of room to work toward
the October 10 off-book deadline. Also, I'm not in the pages
being worked on Oct 10, anyway, so I have until the 11th to be
off-book.
At the end of last week I mailed out some of my shameless,
self-promotional Broadway Bound postcards to a few people,
mostly via the U.S. mail (snail mail), but a few through the
on-campus mail system to some particular folk who are associated
with the university, you know,
where my rent-payer job
is.
I had big plans to work on
sound design,
in one capacity or another, over the weekend. But between that
not feeling well and the personal business stuff, I hardly attended
to Broadway Bound at all, much less any sound work concerns.
I'm not behind on sound work in any stretch of the imagination, and
actually am probably a little ahead of the game right now, anyway,
so, I have no worries.
My shameless, self-promotional Broadway Bound
postcard, the card partly in the envelope, and a
small stack of stuffed envelopes, addressed and
postage-stamped.
Monday afternoon I got the new
bivalent Covid vaccination booster.
Many people I know who had already received this one reported
little or no side effects. My experience has been different, as you
can see the screenshot of my late Monday night facebook post, above.
I went to work
yesterday, but I did not stay ‐‐ fatigue, headache, a bit
of naseau, joint soreness, and for a little while, it hurt to lift
my left arm, where I got the shot, more than about eight inches
above my hip. I also got the flu shot but I don't think there's
and correlative causation there. I might also note that I did not
have the elevated temperature yesterday that I had Monday night.
Today, Im still fatigued, till have a headache, and still have
sore joints.
Well, so there's a little bit of feeling crappy, but the big picture
is that this guy with an underlying condition (heart disease) is
better protected against dying or getting long Covid if I ever, in
fact, do get infected.
OFF-BOOK BOUND:
At this point I have a pretty decent handle on my lines in all
three of my scenes, though my ratio of paraphrasing is still
quite high. I'd rank my
off-book
quotient at about 85-90%, which is not bad but not the target number,
whatsoever. As I've written before, I especially want to get the
words as close to exactly as written as I can, because Jack's word
choice, his syntax, and his grammar is key to this character. And,
again, it really always is, for all characters, but this time it
seems more pointedly relevant.
I'm feeling better about his voice, too, both his spoken voice and
his personality. At rehearsal last week I said I felt like my Jack
was coming across a little too educated, and I think now I've
toned that down a bit, but I still feel like I could tone it down
more. But Jack is coming to me and I am confident he'll be here
fully long before
Opening Night.
Yesterday evening, still recovering from booster side
affects, yet still able to work on memorizing lines
on my patio.
That home stretch toward the finish line of the release date is in
front of me. It will be the end of this month or just into November,
no later than mid-November. I will be announcing the exact date
within the next few days. A few factors are involved in the exact
"when." One factor is whether I place the standard order
for the physical disks or use the economy option, the latter which
will delay delivery by a couple weeks. The standard option is only
about $60 dollars, so it all depends on how I crunch numbers for
the other financial elements, such as copyright registration, which
I write about below.
I also want to allow time to do a couple promotional things such as
the video teaser that features snippets from all the songs, that
which I wrote about in the
October 3 blog post.
It also rests on how soon it looks like I can release the remastered
version of "Just One Shadow" as a single re-release.
Still, I am doing all the business stuff to get this thing out. I
also have an idea floating around in my head for an on-line release
party, and that will take a little work to put together.
Plus let's remember that I am also
in rehearsal
for Broadway Bound
by Neil Simon
at DTG during this
same period of time. It's kind of a challenge dealing with these
two different artistic ventures at the same time, but I have not
felt overwhelmed as of yet.
Back to the album: in consultation with
CD Baby Disk Manufacturing
I have made a choice for the physical CD packaging, which now has
spots for even a little more art. It going to cost me a little more,
but I was going to have to do a custom jewel case, anyway, which
also would have cost more.
The physical CDs will come in a four-panel
digipak
with a tube pocket in the left sleeve and a tray on inside of the
right sleeve. So I have two more panels for artwork: the inside
sleeve on left (the inside of the tube), and the inside sleeve on
the right, behind the clear disk tray. Below are the two new images
for these two new panels. I wasn't initially sure which would be on
which inside panel, but, I had an inclination. I asked a friend and
his recommendation matched my inclination so that's how I'm going.
I have been prepping all the art to meet CD Baby's specs for the
upload.
Now that I'm digging into copyright procedure, rules, process, etc.,
I just discovered that the
U.S. Copyright Office now
has an option called
Group Registration for Works on an Album of Music (GRAM),
which allows one to register up to twenty separate compositions,
music and lyrics, on one album in one group copyright application
for a significantly lower fee than if each composition was
registered individually.
The problem for me, I think, is that it appears that all the songs
need to be completed in fixed form in the same calendar year, and
my songs on this album range from 2019 to 2021. Then there is the
issue of the collaboration with Rich Hisey, which I am a little
vague on how that works in this group registration since there is
more than one author. Plus, it should bear the copyright date of
1977.
I have an inquiry into the copyright office about the different
years issue. I suspect I will have to register each work separately
which will cost me more than ten times as much in fees ($470),
plus another $65 for the
phonogram (sound recording) copyright.
Shock of shocks!
I found what HAS
to be the last tweaks of mixing for the album. Among other things,
there were some sound levels on some "woodwinds" in
"Memories of the Times Before (pt.1-4)" that were bugging
me, and I finally decided I had to go in and adjust them, especially
the piccalo flute voice which was just a tad too loud, especially
since the pitch and tone, are by nature a little piercing to begin
with. While I was there I brought the main bass line up just a smidgen,
too, and I pulled back the reverb on a vocal section, as well,
because it was overwhelming the mix just a bit. Then, I fixed a
glitch in the fadeout of the remaster of "The Night Before the
Night Before Christmas," where at the very end there was an
abrupt drop off rather than that fade into infinity that you want
from a fadeout.
I have now sworn an oath that I will
do no more remixing nor remastering. I have now declared the audio
for the album:
Finished.
Example: 4-panel CD digipak with art on
the front, back, inside left & behind
the clear CD tray. The booklet fits in the
left sleeve slot.
New artwork, the two images for the inside sleeves
of the physical CD digipak.
Working lines:
that's the game. Today officially marks the start of the
off-book
phase of our rehearsal period.
I'll be bold and speak for all us cast members and say we have been
diligently working toward this deadline on our own. I know there's
been rehearsal time spent on it. There was an informal rehearsal
last Thursday night, where various cast members split off and
ran lines
together. At various points during the evening, I ran two of my
three scenes. We did not run the Kate scene because Wendi Michael,
who has significantly more lines to learn for this show than I,
was not yet ready to do so. Beyond the line runs at that rehearsal,
I have otherwise been at the grindstone on lines, on my own.
I'm not called
tonight, so I have an extra day to work on it, but I'm in decent
off-book shape , anyway. Tomorrow night we run the Kate & Jack
scene, which I'm probably the most solid on. Wednesday it's The Boys
& Jack, for me anyway. Thursday it's Ben & Jack. I'm not
exactly in bad shape with either of those scenes. I'm not 100% on
anything, but I'm not worried. Though there's no question
I will stumble through these
stumble-through rehearsals,
at least to some extend. You can bet I will
call "line"
more than once.
Most of the cast were called Thursday for some bit of costume fitting.
As were several others for their characters, I was fitted for Jack's
shoes, as well as for his winter overcoat.
The whole cast also had a
photo call
Thursday night for a group publicity photo, taken by
Rick Flynn, who
will also be taking the
production photos.
For this show, he'll also take the group cast shot for the lobby
movie, since the guy who usually takes that is actually in this
cast.
Yesterday, I spent a few hours at the theatre working on the
sound design,
doing some programing in Show Cue Systems
and also just combing through the script to identify all the sound
cues. I've made inventory and pulled from my
sound library
all needed
sound effects.
I also curated the pre-show
and intermission
music, as well as one piece of
production music.
There's a certain amount of production processing that needs to be
done on most of the music recordings ‐‐ essentially,
adjusting the EQ
and changing any stereo recordings to mono, so they will sound like
they are coming from a 1948 radio. I started that process yesterday.
The infamous flashcard/cue cards.
At the theatre, yesterday, working on the
Broadway Boundsound plot.
Well, the announcement of the release date for
Virtually Approximate Subterfuge
is just around the corner, like, just around the corner.
The actual release will be pretty damn soon, too. It'll just be far
enough away that I can get all the promotional stuff ready, and some
of it will be pre-release, of course. The album release will either
be later this month or early next month.
I bit the bullet yesterday and uploaded all the artwork and the
sound files of the master recordings for the album to
CD Baby Manufacturing.
I finally let go and close off the
mixing and
mastering
process ‐‐
no more tweaking!
I'm sure that after the album's out I will hear all sorts of shit
that I'd like go back and fix, but, it's in CD Baby's hands now and
I'm just going to make myself be chill about it. I should receive
the shipment of CDs in about two weeks.
The graphics layout of the artwork for the 4-panel
digipak CD container.
The unchanged CD label.
I did have to reconfigure the artwork in order to give CD Baby the
proper layouts for both the 4-panel
digipak
and for the 8-page booklet. It wasn't a monumental task, though
there was some reworking of some elements. Without going into detail,
the background for the cover is now a bit stretched from what it
originally was, but that doesn't interfere with the concept nor
the affect of the background, so it wasn't an issue for me.
It's actually the background for the CD label, too, but I did not
need to reconfigure that, thus I didn't need to stretch the image,
but I don't care about that particular inconsistency.
Stay tuned! It's REALLY
about to happen! The album is almost here!
STUMBLING TO BROADWAY (PART 1):
So, tonight I'm called
to rehearsal. We're doing the second half of Act 1, which contains
my (Jack's) scene with Wendi Michael (Kate). It's my first
off-book
night, but, I'll be alright. The
line study
has paid off, I'm pretty solid, though I have room to improve. As
I wrote before, I will certainly stumble, at least to some extent,
during these
stumble-through rehearsals,
but I won't break a limb or anything, just maybe bruise one. I
am gaining a lot of ground on filling out Jack's personality.
Again, he's not totally here yet, but he's on his way.
"Hi K.L., Your project...has been sent to production and is
estimated to finish on 10/20/2022...." was the email message I
received yesterday from
CD Baby Manufacturing.
I will be hearing soon from their sister company, what I guess
should be called "the main CD Baby entity,"
CD Baby Music Distribution, about
getting everything set up for the electronic distribution to the
streamers and the sites that will sell the digital version of the
album, as well as the management of the physical CDs through
Super D,
Amazon, and
Alliance Entertainment. CD Baby
Manufacturing says I'll be hearing from their sister very soon.
It may even be sometime today.
This means the announcement of the release date is on the verge of
being made.
Last night, after my
rehearsal
for Broadway Bound
at The Guild, I
dropped the remastered recording of "Just One Shadow"
into the Final Cut
DV movie project for the song's
music video.
I made no edits to the video from its original form, with the
exception of some updating to the credits roll, such as
updating the year for the phonogram (sound recording) copyright,
and the motion picture copyright for the video; I also added the
url for this website. Otherwise, besides having the new, remastered,
and I hope, better-sounding audio, it's the same as the current
version of music video.
I won't put this new version of the music video out into the wild
until I have put out the song in its remastered form as a rereleased
single. The plan at the moment is to not pull the old video off
the web when the new version is live, but I may change my mind about
that.
*) Dec 1, 2022 addendum: in fact, I DID change my
mind about that, on two counts. I made the video with the
new, remastered, audio live on Nov 30, 2022, and am likely
to delete the video with original audio, as soon as the new
video is completely findable on YoutTube.
My stumble-through rehearsal
number one is out of the way. Last night's scene with Kate (Wendi
Michael) went pretty damned well. Neither of us
called for line
very often. Kerry Simpson, our stage manager,
says between the two of us it was about four times, which I think
may be a slight undercount, but still, for the first time
off-book,
we did well for a 10-page scene with some pretty hefty paragraphs
of lines for both of us.
Director Marjorie Strader did give me a
note
that she'd like for me to give Jack a little bit more of a Brooklyn
dialect, which probably was going to happen anyway as I better form
him. I certainly hadn't thought that I had found his vocal voice as
of yet.
Tonight my scene is that of Jack and the sons, Eugene (Dustin Schwab)
and Stanley (Michael Ferrarelli). It's the scene with
THAT monologue.
But, I have certainly better mastered
THAT monologue;
I've drilled it quite a bit. I also realized that if I slow it down
a bit, I will squeeze the awkwardness out of it. Jack is indignantly
angry at that moment, and that energy causes me to instinctively
speed him up; but, actually, if I slow him down, I can make the
anger, the indignation, stronger and more effective. We'll see how
I do tonight.
A COMING MUSIC VIDEO PHOTO GALLERY & THE COMING ALBUM
RELEASE DATE:
When I first released the
original version of the "Just One Shadow" music video,
I'd planned on creating a web page with a gallery of the still
photos featured in the video, each in oder as they appear in the
video, and with each having the proper credits. Yesterday I finally
started that page and made significant progress. It will certainly
be ready to published when the video is republished with the
remastered
audio, if not sooner. There's actually no reason to wait to publish
this page until then, since the DV movie content is now what it will
be when reposted with the new audio.
Otherwise, right now, I'm just waiting to hear from
CD Baby to finish the process
to get the album distribution ready, and to finalized the release
date.
STUMBLING TO BROADWAY (PART 3):
Welp....last night was the first
stumble-through rehearsal
for my Jack and sons scene, (i.e.: Eugene (Dustin Schwab) and Stanley
(Michael Ferrarelli)). How did it go? It went: meh. Actually it
didn't really go all that badly, but I
called for line
far more than I thought I would. I did have to call line during
THAT monologue,
which I was hoping I'd nail. It wasn't awful but I was hoping I'd
do better.
As for the album release date, I'm still waiting for word from
CD Baby about finalizing everything.
STUMBLING TO BROADWAY (PART 4):
Last night I did the last of my scenes for the first time
off-book,
the scene with Jack and Ben (Saul Caplan). It was, once again a true
stumble-through rehearsal,
with plenty of calling for lines.
I'm being a bit too critical of myself; once again, for the first
time off-book it was not at all a bad rehearsal for me. I just get
so pedantic about my work.
Obviously, my actor's work now is to fully get off-book, which I
am actually not worried about despite that I am bitching a little
too much about the imperfections of my stumble-through rehearsals.
The other thing is to start incorporating a bit of the dialect of a
Brighton Beach Jew from the late 40's into Jack's voice. That'll be
another big part of my weekend. Mr. Caplan recommended I listen to
Kevin Pollak'sMoishe Maisel
from The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel,
which is, I think, a good suggestion. Granted, Moishe is late
50s/early 60s, but still.
Then there's that other hat I wear for the show: the
sound designer.
We have a DTG board
meeting tomorrow morning, and after that, I'll be in the
tech booth
getting as much of the
soundwork
out of the way as I can.
Yep. Opening Night
is now just shy of three weeks away. I'm now full-tilt into getting
myself off-book
and otherwise getting Jack fully-formed. Because I really need to
be overwhelmingly concentrated on being an actor, the closer we get
to opening, the more intent I am on getting the
sound design
up and running ASAP.
There's also my role, in general, for the Guild as the social media
person. I have some "Meet the cast/crew" images to start
working on, but have some time and they are close to what we can call
boiler-plate, so no worries there. There's the promotional DV movie
trailer, too. But again, I have time budgeted for that. And there's
the lobby movie, which runs on the TV in the theatre lobby before
each performance. That again is a boiler-plate situation so it's easy
to put together.
This past Saturday, I virtually finished the sound work for the show.
I curated the rest of the production music, programmed
all the sound cues into Show Cue Systems,
and updated the
sound technician's
cue book. Now all that is left is the inevitable tweaks.
I also secured the sound and power cords running to the speaker that
is setting inside the vintage floor radio on stage, taping them down
with good ol'
gaffer tape
‐‐ gaffer tape being one of the stage and screen tech's
best friends.
Sunday was mostly a day about
line work
for me, all of pushing toward a more solid off-book status, firming
up a Brooklyn (Brighton Beach) Jewish dialect, and tightening my
line readings.
I went to
IDEA: International Dialects of English Archive
and pulled up some examples of the dialect to listen to, as well as
listening to
Moishe Maisel
(Kevin Pollak's
on The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel).
Can't say that I've gotten the dialect down 100%, but I am working
on it. Working on the dialect is naturally having some effect on
the line readings, too, most especially on cadence.
As for working toward a better off-book place, I took my trusty
flashcards to the nearby
Pearl's Fen
and Oakes Quarry Park,
and drilled myself while hiking both parks. Also, on Saturday, at
the theatre, Wendi Michael and I took a break from doing non-actor
things for the show to run the scene once, since we were both there,
anyway.
The weeks with me having nights off from rehearsal are now over.
This week we're running full acts each night and as I am in both
acts, I am now
called
for every rehearsal from this point forward. Tonight we run all of
Act 1, which contains my first, and my longest scene, the Jack &
Kate scene, which is somewhere around half my stage time; it's a
long scene.
Next week we begin full runs
of the show each night.
Gaff-taping down the sound & power cords that go
into the set's vintage radio.
Writing the cues into the cue book.
Line study yesterday in the Oakes Quarry Park valley,
then on an Oakes Quarry Park overlook, then on the
wetland boardwalk at Pearl's Fen.
ON A SHOW-RELATED NOTE, A CALL FOR SOUND TECHNICIAN:
The production is in search of a sound technician. It will be a
relatively easy sound plot to execute.
The sound tech would be involved in some rehearsals starting
immediately, as there is a need for some cues to be ran even before
Tech Week begins.
Rehearsals start at 7:00 pm.
Tech Sunday will be October 30 (call time TBA)
Following tech rehearsals will be Mon-Thu of that week, starting at
7:00 (6:30 call)
Performances are as follows:
Fri, Nov 4 - 8:00 curtain, (call about 7:15)
Sat, Nov 5 - 8:00 curtain, (call about 7:15)
Sun, Nov 6 - 3:00 curtain, (call about 2:15)
Fri, Nov 11 - 8:00 curtain, (call about 7:15)
Sat, Nov 12 - 5:00 curtain, (call about 4:15)
Sun, Nov 13 - 3:00 curtain, (call about 2:15)
Fri, Nov 18 - 8:00 curtain, (call about 7:15)
Sat, Nov 19 - 5:00 curtain, (call about 4:15)
Sun, Nov 20 - 3:00 curtain, (call about 2:15)
If you are not interested but know someone who may be, please pass this along.
RICH REGISTRATIONS:
Friday evening I had a business meeting,
well, at least partly a business
meeting, with Mr. Rich Hisey ‐‐ he who wrote the
lyrics to "Memories of the Times Before (pt.1-4)." The
main business purpose of the meeting was to register Rich
with BMI (i.e.: Broadcast Music,
Inc.). Unfortunately, the web site was mostly down for maintenance,
including the registration page. He'll go back and do it later; I
don't need to be present for that, anyway. Of course, in a few weeks
we will both have to be involved in the registration of the
composition with the
U.S. Copyright Office.
Other than that diverted action, I'm still waiting for word from
CD Baby about finalizing everything
toward the release date of the album, and I'm laying plans for the
promotional DV movie as well as my plans for a release party.
Production of the promotional DV movie for the album is well
underway. It's going to be a little longer than I had anticipated.
I was thinking of a video of about two minutes but it will be around
twice that length. In order to fit all the music samples I want into
the promo the longer length is necessary.
There's at least a piece of each of the ten songs included, with two
portions of one song, each of the two parts bookending the DV movie.
Of course, I can't consider it in
final cut
until I have the release date to include. I may actually settle on
that date later today or tomorrow.
Yesterday, I went to the CD Baby site
and saw that Virtually... was added to my catalogue and I
was able to start the process of filling in information about it
toward the digital release and the sales distribution of the disks.
But there are a couple things I need answers to, specifically if I
am to upload the cover art and the sound files or if the music
distribution wing will be getting those from
CD Baby Manufacturing,
who already have those for the physical CDs. So the process on the
distribution side is not completed.
Another issue I have is that one of the bits of information I am
to provide as the artist is what famous recording artists I sound
like. Believe it or not, I am not wholly sure how to answer that.
I listed The Beatles, first,
because there's no question I am one of the thousands upon thousands
who are heavily influenced by them, so I must, to at least some
extent, sound like them, especially
Paul and
John. I, in fact, also
listed Paul, separately, since he is clearly my absolute favorite
recording artists.
I am to list three artist I sound like, and it's the third that is
the real delima. Yesterday, I put Bowie,
but mostly because several people told me they think
"Just One Shadow"
sounds like him; I personally can't hear it, but if several disparate
people are making the same observation, it must have merit. But as
to me overall giving off a David Bowie vibe, in retrospect, I don't
think that has merit. So, when I go back in to finish the
process, I hope I can edit that choice and make it something else
‐‐ what that something else is, or who else it is,
is now the question of the hour.
But, still, I can feel it: The finish line is only yards, neigh,
only feet away!
JACK'S ARRIVAL & SOUND TWEAKS:
Jack, I think, is relatively close to fully arrived. His voice
and persona are pretty closed to completely developed. I'm also
at 99.-something%
off-book
now, having only
called for line
once in these first two rehearsals
this week. Granted both rehearsals were the same material for me; I
have new pages (the other half of my lines) to deal with tonight and
tomorrow, but I still project that I'm at 99+% on that material, too.
Monday and yesterday we ran Act 1. Originally Act 2 was scheduled
for last night, but Director Marjorie Strader decided that we should
have two nights in a row on each act so Mon/Tue was Act 1, Wed/Thu,
Act 2. This was a good call on Margie's part, because though we were
all doing an alright job Monday night, everybody did much better
last night. Of course, we're none of us at performance level, yet,
but for this stage of the game, we are all clearly in more than
good shape.
Tweaks to the "finished"
sound design
have already begun. One sound cue has been cut and one piece of
production music
will probably be switched out for something new.
Technically, the digital album is "in the inspection queue"
at CD Baby Music Distribution
waiting final approval that all the ducks are in a row, yadda yadda.
Since I anticipate no problems or delays, I am putting the November
15 release date out into the world, risking the slight chance that
I'm being too impatient.
Stay tuned, because the promotional DV movie will be finished and
posted as soon as possible. I am targeting this evening or tomorrow
as the
final cut
and upload points.
Meanwhile, as illustrated in the screenshot above,
CD Baby Manufacturing
sent me an email yesterday informing me that the CDs have shipped.
UPS estimates they will be
delivered Monday by 7:00 p.m., but I suspect I'll hold a CD in my
hand by lunchtime that day.
As for David Bowie as an
artist I sound like, I decided to leave that entry in the meta data.
Listening to the master
recording of the album, I concluded that, though my voice doesn't
sound like his at all, a bit of material does reasonably sound like
material he might have written, and there's the occasional
melodic line that is vaguely Bowie-esque. It kind of ties into the
"Virtually Approximate" stuff, if not the "Subterfuge."
The real thing here is: who do I sound the most like, even
if not really much like. And I am making the argument to myself
that people who like Bowie's music might like mine.
There will also be impending news about a virtual release event, so
stay tuned for that.
Then, as the album releases, I'll be finally adding entries to the
"on-liner notes" page.
I'll probably start with essays on each song in the order of
appearance on the album.
WE ARE BOUNDING, QUITE SUCCESSFULLY, FORWARD:
Like earlier reported, Wednesday and yesterday we ran Act 2, and
had a couple more good rehearsals. My personal
off-book
status was not bad at all. I was a little unhappy about Wednesday
night, but, truthfully, I didn't do bad at all, just not as good as
I would want. I am not completely sure, but I think I may not have
called for line
even once, last night. I asked during
notes
and no one was sure. But I think, maybe, I did not call for line
last night, at least I don't remember doing so.
Jack has pretty much arrived now. Sure there's some fine-tuning to
do but both Margie (our director) and I are happy with him.
Margie nixed the music I curated as the
curtain call music
and has asked for a specific piece of music which I will add in
before we get to
Tech Sunday.
Other than that, the only other things we have going on is working
to coordinate cues with the specific actors.
Tech Week
still being more than a week from now, we are certainly ahead of
the game as far as sound is concerned.
UPCOMING DTG AUDITION, PLUS:
As suggested below, at the top of the
Promotions page at this site,
are the auditions specs for
FOR THE LOYAL
by Lee Blessing.
The cast is 1 female and 4 males (1 teenaged male).
I am also signed on now as the
sound designer
for the show, though it's pretty sure that Ms. Sarah Saunders is
also on board as my collaborator.
LADIES, GENTLEMEN, AND ALL THE PEOPLE OF THE LAND, WE HAVE VIDEO:
As promised, I got the first promotional DV movie for the album up
and running last night; okay, technically
reeeeaaaalll early this morning.
This one comes in at a length of 3:37. The future promos for the
album will be shorter, but this one has the bare minimum of music
that I wanted to include in this first video, which serves the
purpose of saying, "Here's the range of music on the album."
A friend made the comment that the younger crowd will likely find
three-and-a-half minutes too long, and whereas I agree and was
already fully cognizant of this, this first promo isn't targeted at
younger people. As I told him, this first promo is "targeted
at others 'of a certain age,' represented by people whose names and
faces I know, many whom I've known since dirt was new and Keith
Richards was young."
That "of a certain age" phrase was part of another
discussion with the friend. The promo tag for at least this DV
movie, and also that I have used at the
Hear Now promo page,
is:
An eclectic collection of rock, jazz, and pop from a mid-western boy of a certain age.
The friend suggested that I nixed the word "boy" for
something like "'fella' or 'fellow' or...'gent.'" His
opinion is that only The Beatles
will ever successfully be known as boys in the music biz, "even
as they become decrepit." My response to that is that I don't
agree at all that John, Paul, George, and Ringo have some exclusive
claim on "boy" or "the boys," or that there is
a public out there that has that mindset. "Mid-western"
removes it even further from any Beatle association. The bottom line,
as I told my friend, is that I like the sound of "a mid-western
boy of a certain age" and find it wholly appropriate, so it stays.
As for younger people, I certainly will target them, but I have
serious doubts that my music is going to appeal much to many of them.
I will be thrilled if I appeal to anyone in the younger crowd, but
it's not going to be a tragic disappointment of unrealized anticipation
if I don't.
But he's spot on about the need for shorter promo videos, a plan
that is already in the works.
On the news about the physical CD packages, I checked the
UPS site a little earlier today.
The shipment is on its way to the Dayton area. The ETA is still
Monday by 7 p.m. But as I said before, I bet I have them by noon
on Monday.
THE CD SHIPMENT IS HERE! & THE FORTHCOMING RELEASE PARTY:
My prophesy has come true!
Friday, I wrote, here, that "I'll hold a CD in my hand by
lunchtime [today]...." The first photo to the right was taken
at 10:40 this morning.
I just can't deny it, it is a thrill to hold my first, published,
full-length album in my hand. I'm pleased with how the art turned
out in print. The package looks good *(see the pics provided here).
I haven't listened, yet, but I have some time at the ol'
rent-payer desk
today, so that will be taken care of soon.
Over the weekend, I began creating the virtual release party. It's
going to be an hour-plus DV movie on
my YouTube channel
with the audio of all the songs on the album, in song-list order.
The imagery is going to be simple, probably one photo per song, and
the lyrics will be shown over the images. The Release Party movie
will stay up for a limited period of time.
I'll be giving the editing of this movie as much attention as I
can, as quickly as I can, because I need it to be in
final cut
by the album release date, which, as we know, is November 15, just
three weeks and a day from today.
Closely on the heels will be putting together those shorter
promotional DV movies for the album. Most of which will
undoubtedly reach final cut prior to the release party movie.
TECH WEEK BOUND:
Tech Sunday,
the kick off of
Tech Week
is in six days. We have three
full runs
this week, before we get to Tech: those runs being tonight, tomorrow,
and Wednesday.
However, though we are technically
dark
Thursday, the idea has been floated of the cast getting together at
the theatre, or elsewhere, to do a
line run rehearsal.
Personally, I'm all for it, and that seems to be the general
consensus, so I expect it will happen.
As for tonight's rehearsal, there's a giant chance that this is the
last night we actors may
call for line.
My goal is to not do so. At this point I believe it's time to start
finding ways to dig out of the hole if I
go up,
and not going up in the first place is the better accomplishment,
tonight and beyond.
In terms of that goal of not calling line, of not going up, (i.e.
being well off-book),
I did line drills over the weekend with my trusty flashcards. Most
of my line work was done while taking advantage of the lovely weather
we had, with me hiking Saturday at
John Bryan State Park,
then yesterday in the Biology Preserve at
Wright State University.
I'm doing well in the off-book game, as reported before. Remember
that, as far as I remember, I did not call for line during Thursday's
run of Act 2, and remember that no else remembers me doing so that
night, either. As to whether I was 100% verbatim from the script,
with no paraphrasing, at all, that may be another issue. I don't
think I did, and if I did, I don't think it was too far away from
Simon's
text. Though I did, either Thursday or Wednesday night,
at one point in the scene with Saul Caplan (Ben), call him Jack
instead of Ben. I can't remember, now, which night that was. But
Director Margie Strader did complement me last week for being close
to dead-on verbatim with my lines.
Of course, as I wrote in an earlier blog post, speaking exactly the
dialogue the
playwright
has written is always my goal, but with a show like this, where
there are particular cultural diction, syntax, and gramar
considerations and ones that are slightly different than my own, it's
particularly crucial. The odds of me not paraphrasing with my own
English usage is pretty slim, so I'm going to be diluting Jack's
persona when I do that.
Jack says: "Why do you bring a thing like that up now
for?"
If I were to paraphrase that, it would very probably come
out: "Why are you bringing that up now?"
That second one is not Jack Jerome, the middle-aged Jewish garment
district worker living in the Brighton Beach section of Brooklyn,
New York, in 1948. That shit's important, and that's why I walked
in the woods with my cue-line flashcards both days this past weekend.
The new curtain music,
as requested by Margie, has been acquired and processed and will be
added into the Show Cue Systems
program, probably this evening before rehearsal begins, though it
won;t be needed until Tech Sunday. It is good to be ahead of
the game with the sound design,
so that this weekend I can concentrate on actor's stuff (ya know:
LINES),
plus some of my other standard duties for the theatre in terms of
promotion for the show ‐‐ the promotional DV movie as well
as some social media stuff.
It also frees me up to work on some promotional stuff for
my album.
Drilling my lines with them flashcards during my
Saturday hike at John Bryan. And on another,
unrelated note, even if you can't tell from the
photo on the right, the
Little Miami River
was down a good six to eight inches.
Then drilling them the next day at the Wright State
University Biology Preserve. And just an FYI, the
water level in the meandering stream there was down,
too, as obviously could be expected.
The process of copyright registration with the
U.S. Copyright Office has
begun. I have created an on-line user account with the Copyright
Office, and have applied for registration of the album, i.e.:
the sound recording,
and have sent the physical disk to the Copyright Office. I'll be
gradually registering all the compositions as I can spare the
registration fees.
Of course, I already own all the copyrights, but it does behoove
me to have all the rights registered with the Copyright Office.
I have purchased a half-page ad in the
DTG playbill for
Broadway Bound
and have created and provided the art for it. At the moment, I have
only purchased a space in the playbill for this show, but will likely
put an ad in at least the next playbill, for
For the Loyal
by Lee Blessing,
too, and maybe for the show, or shows, after that, as well.
The advertisement art that will appear in the
Broadway Bound playbill at DTG, and with
updated variations likely in other playbills.
I'm seriously considering ads in other local theatre playbills,
since I do have, at least to some extent, Dayton theatre name
recognition. I realize that the last thing I am is a household name,
even in the Dayton theatre community, but I'll have at least some
notoriety with a portion of the audiences, especially other local
actors and theatre production people, 'cause we do make up a decent
percentage of the audience at other productions we aren't directly
involved with.
In fact, I inquired about ad space in the playbill at the
Human Race Theatre Company,
but I'd forgotten that, as of right now, they are not yet back to
printed playbills and aren't including ads in the digital playbills.
I'm also trying to think of where else it would be wise, or at
least not a waste of time and money, to place ads. I wish I had a
budget for radio and TV ads, but, I do not. I have looked at some
print and on-line media outlet options and those prices are a little
out of my range, at least at the moment.
I know I have to get better-schooled in how to take advantage of
social media self-promotional opportunities. I have some
knowledge, but certainly not a comprehensive amount. It did become
clear after reading an article days ago, from CD Baby, that I should
probably start a TikTok account.
I must admit I am not exactly ecstatic about the idea of attending
to another social media account, but we're a couple decades into
the third millennium, so today's game is today's game.
CAPPING THE LAST WEEK BEFORE TECH:
Our week of the first
full runs
of the show is over. This Sunday we go into
Tech Week
with our
Tech Sunday.
Opening Night
is a week away. Are we ready? We are certainly close. It was a good
week, despite that it wasn't a perfect week. It was rehearsal,
after all.
Monday was a "Meh" night for me. I just wasn't
cookin'. I didn't go up
but I wasn't as close to verbatim to the text as I have been, and
I called Wendi Michael Blanch several times, rather than Kate.
Casandra Engber plays Blanch, and we don't even have a scene together.
My performance was also relatively blah. I had a few good moments,
but overall: blah.
Tuesday was a better, though I did partially go up on something I've
never gone up on before. I didn't need to
call for line,
(I pulled a paraphrase out of my ass), but it was a particular piece
of text that has never eluded me before. I also did a few other
paraphrases, none about which I am happy. Otherwise, it was a pretty
good night for me and Jack, despite that Director Marjorie Strader
gave me a few notes
to do things I thought I was doing, so I clearly need to make
those things more pronounced so they communiate better to "the
audience."
On Wednesday, however, I 100%
went up
on a line, and never was able to retrieve it. It was, again,
something that I have not had problems with before. I did not resort
to calling for line because, at this point of the game, I think I
need to be pulling myself out of the hole as if I'm in front of the
audience. Yet, I did not pull myself out of that hole,
unfortunately. Wendi pulled me out by moving on in the scene. There
were a couple other places where I paraphrased, not horribly, but I
was not faithful to the text. I forgot a piece of blocking during a
scene, too. It was simply that I forgot to take my suit jacket off
and leave it in a particular spot. I was able to work around it, but
it was a mental note for me to remember that action. The
characterization of Jack was good on Wednesday, but the line flubs
put it again, overall, on the level of "Meh," in my book.
Last night we had a
line run rehearsal.
Once again, I went up on something that I have never had a problem
with before. Not sure what's up here. I don't think I'm into hubris.
I don't believe I'm taking anything for granted. Maybe it's just a
case of a little fatigue. Whatever it is. I clearly need to run
lines as much as I can.
Even though we haven't technically gone into tech, yet, there have
been some opportunities to adjust some volume levels, since we've
been running sound during a few specific spots. I've also added one
sound cue as well as swapping out the
curtain music,
as planned.
Wendi Michael (Kate) & Me (Jack), in
rehearsal, Tuesday. ‐‐
photo:
Rick Flynn
In front, Dustin Schwab (Eugene), in back,
Michael Ferrarelli (Stanley), also Tuesday.
‐‐ photo:
Rick Flynn
Wendi & Saul Caplan (Ben), during
Wednesday rehearsal.
Cassandra Engber (Blanche) during last night's
line run rehearsal.
Did a lot of line work
since last I've posted, especially yesterday afternoon and evening
when I drilled my lines in between doing other stuff. Most of this
multi-tasking had me working on some aspect of promotion for the
show, as well as some promotion for the upcoming
open auditions
for For the Loyal
by Lee Blessing.
Today is, of course,
Tech Sunday,
and I will be heading into the theatre shortly after uploading this
blog post. I'll start the day off wearing the
sound designer
hat, and will have to periodically wear it today and during the rest
of Tech Week.
This morning I will be addressing a few volume levels that need to
be adjusted slightly in the SCS
software. But my hope is that, overall today and from now on, I can
wear the actor's hat predominantly and focus far more on Jack than on
sound design.
Part of yesterday's multi-tasking: fixing dinner
while drilling my lines with my flashcards. A dude's
gotta eat....
The second promotional DV movie for the album is out. I made it a
couple days ago. In my haste, I did not include the graphic with
the klstorer.com URL in the
video, I meant to, but posted just the graphic of the website title,
instead. However, klstorer.comis in the description text on
my YouTube channel.
I'll be sure to include the klstorer.com URL in the next
promo, which will be put together sometime soon.
TECH WEEK & A TRAILER:
We are now officially in the midst of
Tech Week
with Opening Night
just two nights away.
Tech Sunday
went well, and the last two rehearsals, Monday and last night, went
well, too.
I did have a couple weird line glitches last night, however. I,
once again, went up
on a line that I've not had problems with before. I also called
Saul Caplan's character Bill rather than the appropriate Ben; I
have no idea where that came from. So, it's clear
that I still should carry on with my
line work.
Last night, we only ran Act 2. Director Margie Strader felt we were
much more solid on Act 1 and decided that we could work on several
issues in Act 2, including some timing for both actors and the
sound techs
for two sections of the act. We have two sound techs who will each
cover some of the total of nine performances, and the second tech
was only able to finally join us last night, so for her sake, as well
some timing practice for the actors, we ran both the sound-heavy
sections twice. Plus, since we didn't do the whole show, we were
wrapped
a little earlier than we would have been, to which I don't believe
anyone objected.
Our director, Marjorie Strader, said on Wednesday night, during
notes,
that we were ready for an audience, and I agree 100%. We had two
good finishing rehearsals. I was happier with my work on Wednesday
night than I was with my work at last night's
Final Dress,
but I wasn't unhappy with last night's work; I just felt a
little better about the night before.
Especially, I felt my scene with Wendi Michael (the Kate &
Jack scene) went exceptionally well. It was still in damn good
shape last night, but we were really on fire Wednesday night,
Wendi even maybe more so than I. That's not to cheat my other two
scenes or those scene mates. Everybody was on top of it both nights.
Michael Ferrarelli (Stanley) has been hitting it out of the park when
Stanley confronts Dear Ol' Pop. Everybody's perfomances are strong
all the way through the show. I do know I'm perhaps a tad bias but
I stand by my analysis.
SO....
Three of the official production photos, taken at
Wednesday night Dress by Rick Flynn. From left to
right, (across the three photos): Me as Jack, Wendi
Michael as Kate, Michael Ferrarelli as Stanley,
Dustin Schwab as Eugene, Cassandra Engber as Blanche,
and Saul Caplan as Ben.
A photo of the photographer, Rick Flynn, with
Director Marjorie Strader in the background.
A little peek behind the scenes: the dressing room
area.
Behind the scenes, again, in the
greenroom:
the snack table and the monitor screen.
Our opening night performance,
Friday night, went quite well. My three scenes, I believe, all had
nights during
Tech Week
where they had gone a little better, at least in terms of my
work, yet my work on Friday night was still solid. The audience
really liked the performance. In fact, all three audiences at all
three performances were impressed. It's safe to say we had a most
successful opening weekend.
I know a few other actors had some minor line flubs over the
weekend, either because I was in scene with them or because they
spoke of the flubs. I certainly had a few, but none of them were
horrible, and I would guess no audience member caught on. I think
that's true of everyone's little errors.
One example for me is a line that I had to think fast to fix. Jack
(being me) says to Kate (Wendi Michael), according to the script:
"Because I know where I belong." Kate's following line
then throws the word "belong" back at Jack, twice. During
one performance, I believe it was Saturday, I paraphrased the line
as, "Because I know my place," but fortunately, I instantly
realized Wendi needed to have "belong" to throw back at
me, so my line that performance became:
Because I know my place, I know where I belong
Little line curfuffles aside, we all rocked our performances as our
characters, even if I do say so from A place of extreme bias. Certainly,
I was happy with my work as Jack, and those whom I did scenes with
all gave back to me as much as I gave to them. And, Cassandra Engber,
who plays Blanche and with whom I do not have a scene, gave three
stellar performances in her role, as I watched from the monitor in
the greenroom.
So, yeah, we had a good opening weekend.
Meanwhile, I did my
line-work
drilling in the great outdoors as much as possible. Saturday I did
a hike at George Rogers Clark Park,
without bringing my flashcards. I ran the lines from memory and was
able to thusly employ my hiking stick. Sunday I went to
Mad River Gorge & Nature Preserve,
a much flatter area, so I had the flashcards, and I ran the whole
show four times during my time there. During these first few days,
this week, before we get to our
brush-up rehearsal
this Thursday evening, I will still run my lines no less than once
per day.
Saturday afternoon at George Rogers Clark Park,
hiking and running lines from memory
Then, Sunday, late morning at Mad River Gorge,
hiking and running lines, this time with the
flashcards.
ALBUM RELEASE & VIRTUAL RELEASE PARTY, COMING IN ONE WEEK:
I did a bit of editing on the virtual release party DV movie last
night. I have a bit more to do. Fortunately, between
dark
nights at The Guild
this week and having Friday off from the
rent-payer, I'll
have enough time to get the whole, hour-plus movie ready for
consumption next Tuesday.
Click here for the album release party page.
There should be enough time to whip up at least one more short
trailer for the album release, as well, if not more than one.
I also need to start thinking about mailing CDs to public radio
stations and such. I'm not 100% sure how effective that will be,
but it still seems like I ought to take the action.
'NOUGH SAID:
Yeah, I did the democracy thing today, and voted in favor of it
rather than third-millennium American fascism.
Production of the DV movie that will be the virtual release party
continues. At the moment the movie is 70 minutes long, but that
length will change, likely to a few minutes shorter. I suppose I
could estimate the completion at about 50%, perhaps a little less.
I am adding lyrics to songs in the current stage of editing.
Commentary of one type or another, during instrumental sections,
will be next, and will probably begin tomorrow.
In the process of the copyright registrations for the various
elements of the album, I have learned that the phonogram copyright
(the sound recording copyright) does not cover the artwork, that
must be registered separately. I'm now trying to learn if I can
register the whole of the album package design as one unit or if
each element needs to be registered separately. I also am not sure
which form is the appropriate one to use. I should probably seek
legal advice from a copyright attorney, and it may come to that.
THE CAST OF FOR THE LOYAL:
Auditions were Monday and Tuesday for this
Lee Blessing
play. Reports are that there was a good turnout. Below is the
cast that Director Doug Lloyd has chosen. I must say it's good to
see a lot of names that have never been in a
DTGplaybill
before. Only Ms. Atkinson is a return actor.
CHARACTER
ACTOR
Mia
Heather Atkinson
Toby
George Merusi *(recasting)
Coach Tanner Hale
John S. Kasper
Coach Mitch Carlson
Robert Brumberg
The Boy
Casen Kidd *(recasting)
Speaking of Mr. Blessing, I have secured permission from him to
use dialogue from the script in the promotional trailer for our
production. I was confident that would happen, as he has granted
such twice in the past, for our 2012 mounting of
Going to St. Ives
and our 2014 mounting of
Nice People Dancing to Good Country Music.
Mr. Blessing is always amenable and generous about this request.
Production of the virtual release party DV movie still continues.
It will pretty much be most of my afternoon today. I got up
mid-morning ‐‐
(it IS a holiday and a day off from the
rent-payer,
so, you know, I'm not getting up at the crack of dawn)
‐‐ and I do have some other business to attend to today,
mostly social media stuff promoting
Broadway Bound
at The Guild.
I am still dropping lyric text into the movie. I have four songs
left to do so with. Then I'll move on to adding commentary text:
facts and info about the songs and the making of the album. The goal,
the HARD finish line is by end of day Sunday. I want to have
the movie in
final cut
and rendered before Monday, and certainly before Tuesday, since it
is scheduled to go live Tuesday at noon.
OUR SOPHOMORE WEEKEND BEGINS TONIGHT:
Shows 4-6 are this weekend. There's been good word of mouth since
our opening weekend, so, there's hope that we'll have some good-sized,
receptive audiences. There are a few good shows up around the area
so there is that sort of friendly competition. Still, the feedback
from our first-weekend attendees has been strongly positive.
Last night our
brush-up rehearsal
was an Italian run,
with only some specific
sound cues
employed to keep timing fresh for the actors. Other than that,
there was no tech nor even costumes, except for one actor who did
work with his necktie in a scene; also, I did use my hoody sweater as
Jack's dress coat in a couple scenes. These are both cases where we
have business
with those clothing items.
Auditions will be held Mon & Tue, Jan 16 & 17, 2023,
starting at 7:00 pm both nights.
Auditions will consist of cold readings from the script.
A résumé and headshot are not required but are appreciated.
Please provide a list of all known conflicts between Jan 18 & Apr 2, 2023.
All cast and crew are required to be vaccinated for COVID-19
Albert Einstein: 60s to early 70s
Margaret/Lieserl: mid to late 40s
Miss Helen Dukas: 50s
*Note on character ages: The director is less concerned with
your actual age as she is with whether you can play the ages
listed above as near as possible. Do not let concern about
your age prevent you from auditioning!
*Note on dialect: Both Albert and Miss Dukas will have a
slight German accent. Give it a try at auditions, but do not
focus on making sure it is perfect!
The show runs weekends Mar 17-Apr 2, 2023
First Weekend: Friday 8pm, Saturday 8pm, Sunday 3pm
Second & Third Weekend: Friday 8pm, Saturday 5pm, Sunday 3pm
As Lee Blessing
recently did for our production of his play, Mark St. Germain
has also granted us clearance to use dialogue from this show
in its promotional DV movie.
Let's see what happens with
Christopher Shinn
and his adaptation of
Hedda Gabler,
which closes out the DTG season.
Still working toward
final cut
on the DV-movie virtual album release party, which is still scheduled
to go live tomorrow at noon Eastern U.S. Daylight Savings Time. All
the lyrics have been dropped into the movie and I am now in the
midst of adding the commentary text. It's going to make for a full
evening for me tonight. I'm also sure that rendering the movie will
take some time. It's going to be 60 to 70 minutes long with a lot of
text overlays, which take a bit of processing memory and time to
render. However, I don't anticipate not going live with the final
cut on time.
A GOOD SECOND WEEKEND:
Shows 4-6, our sophomore weekend, again went well. Again we got most
positive responses from the audience. One audience member raved about
the Friday show on social media and even went as far as to say that
though we did not get a
standing ovation
Friday night ‐‐ it was a small house and such rarely
will stand at
curtain call ‐‐
she asserted that we deserved one.
We did get a standing O Saturday night, but it was almost a
sold-out house. The Saturday audience was also very responsive during
the show, laughing harder and more often than any other house we've
had. They even laughed at a few things in the Kate & Jack scene
that none of us have considered comedy material.
Sunday was another smaller house, a quiet house, but the feedback
after the show was still positive.
This 2nd icon is really for musical vocals, but it's close
enough to work.
My voice started to give on me during performance Saturday, in my
first scene, that Kate & Jack scene. I was able to maintain
vocal projection
but my vocal trouble had to be obvious to at least the more
theatre-astute members of the audience. My later night at home,
while working on the album release party movie, which is the subject
of the above entry, included several cups of
Throat Coat tea,
as did my whole day, yesterday.
In fact, I was constantly drinking the tea, with honey and lemon
juice, as well as sucking on a cough drop pretty much every moment
I wasn't on stage, yesterday. For the most part my voice held up
quite well, but I did have a couple moments, especially in the scene
with Jack's two sons, where at one point he yells at them. During
that section my voice started to give on me, but I made it through.
I will continue the throat care for the next several days, hoping
to get my voice into peak shape for next weekend.
My voice maintenance on Sunday: lots of Throat Coat,
with lemon juice and honey, and constant cough drops.
The album has finally released, only fifteen months later than my
original goal. But, the damn thing's out! And as you see, the virtual
release party is on-line. Go check the album out. And, just let me
put this thought in your head: capturing the music without purchasing
it is not anywhere in the relam of supporting an artist and that
artist's blood, sweat and tears. Just a thought to put out there.
MORE ON THE VIRTUAL RELEASE PARTY, AND WHERE ALBUM AVAILABILITY
CURRENTLY STANDS:
As this entry gets posted, the
virtual release party
has been live for just more than twenty-four hours. The last time I
checked there had been, just shy of a dozen views at the
YouTube page.
How many of those people watched/listened to the whole album, the
whole sixty-five minutes, I don't know.
For the record, the DV movie made
final cut
maybe about two hours before it went live. That would have been a
much earlier time, say, five or six hours earlier, but, after having
rendered the movie, and even after having then rendered the compressed
version for upload to YouTube, I caught some serious typos and
grammatical errors in the commentaries that, in my fatigue and haste,
I did not catch as I proofread while composing.
I had to go back in, edit those passages, then re-render both the
master DV movie and the compressed version. YouTube finished processing
the video for live-stream literally minutes before the scheduled
noon debut. Actually, only the standard definition version was fully
processed at that time; the high definition version wasn't done until
a few minutes after noon. It's up now, and, I'm ashamed to say,
with at least two errors: a missing grammatical article "a,"
and one instance of "it's" when it should be "its."
If there are other errors, I don't want to ever know about them.
But the party is on-line and live!!
The only place, at the moment, that it seems the album is available
for sale is at
Amazon.com,
and only the physical CD seems to be available for purchase, not
the download. It's not available for download at
iTunes, yet, either.
I also don't think it's streaming yet on any platform. And I have
not yet set things up to order the CD directly from me, either. I
have no control over the other stuff, but the last one is for me
to deal with.
Monday evening during a long editing session to
get the virtual release party movie to final cut,
first at the computer desk in my bedroom, then at
my office desk in the living room, where I moved
to break up the monotony, with a dinner break thrown
in there.
Last night Wendi Michael and I ran our scene in an unofficial
brush-up
after I'd finished with some unrelated business at
The Guild. Of course,
I have also been running my lines on my own.
One of my colleagues asked me to shoot their audition for a play they
are interested in that will be produced in another state. We shot
the video audition
last night using several
cuts
from Broadway Bound.
Directed by Marjorie Strader
Produced by Scott Madden
Broadway Bound is one of Neil Simon's highly acclaimed
autobiographical plays, and was a 1987 Pulitzer Prize finalist in
Drama. Eugene and his older brother Stanley are trying to break into
the world of show business as comedy writers, while dealing with the
break-up of their parents. They write what they know, which is what
is going on in their household, giving it all a comedic twist.
Yesterday, the Dayton Theatre Community lost a titan with the passing
of Fred Blumenthal, and I lost a friend. Fred was a long-time
Dayton Theatre Guild
member, and long-time Dayton Theatre Community veteren, who appeared
on stage, directed, designed sets, did graphic artwork (he
designed the specific comedy/tragedy faces for the Guild logo), and
was a pillar of local theatre, an elder statesman.
An inductee into the Dayton Theatre Hall of Fame, Fred has appeared
in or directed many productions at the Guild. He also been on
The Human Race Theatre Company
stage and on the stage at
The Phoenix Theatre
in Indianapolis ‐‐ both professional venues. He has
directed and appeared on many other theatre stages, as well. And
he's appeared in several films.
Fred was been an active member at DTG for most of it's existence,
starting in 1953 at the age of 18. He only was away from active
involvement while serving in the military. I first encountered Fred
when, as a high school student and member of the Wilbur Wright High
School Thesbian Club, I attended the dress rehearsal of the Guild's
first mounting of
Neil Simon'sSunshine Boys,
circa 1975. He was on stage playing opposite another local theatre
legend, Ken Hardin.
It would be about three decades later when I would encounter Fred
again. This time it was in late 2003 at the auditions for the DTG
production of
The Cripple of Inishmaan.
I distinctly remember him expressing how incompetent he thought
George W. Bush was as president. I also remember that I recognized
him from Sunshine Boys all those years before.
I won the role of Johnnypat in that play, and I remember that Fred
also auditioned for it, and his audition intimidated the crap out
of me. Fred, the gracious man that he was, told me later that he
had wanted the role very much but that the director, Greg Smith,
had made the right call, and that I had done a superb job as Johnnypat.
That's a class act.
Not long after that, I was a new member on the DTG Board of Directors,
where Fred had been a member for many years, so we became colleagues
and we became friends. In our time together at The Guild, I have
produced three separate shows that Fred directed:
Fuddy Mirrors,
Heroes,
and 45 Seconds from Broadway.
In that last one, I was also on stage, directed by him. I'm sorry
to write that we never appeared on stage together.
My favorite story to tell about Fred is the time he name-dropped,
but not really on purpose. It was the summer of 2016. As relevant
background, it was about a half-year after I had my heart attack and
the subsequent open-heart surgery. Fred and I were in the lobby of
The Guild. I don't remember the circumstance, but I believe we were
the only two in the building. He asked me what theatre plans I had
coming up, what shows would I be working on as a producer, sound
designer, or hopeful auditioner. I knew of one I was producing in
the upcoming 2016/2017 season at DTG, and I believe I was on board
to design sound for a few, but I wasn't sure about auditioning.
I had recently auditioned for a show that would be up at the start
of the new season at another theatre in town. I had not been cast.
I told Fred that I had ultimately realized that I wasn't ready to
do a show at all, that I was wanting to go to bed every night at about
7:00, 8:00 at the latest. I was still in recovery from my heart
attack and surgery. I had even refrained from auditioning for the
generals at HRTC for the new season, because I didn't see myself
working 40 hours a week at the
rent-payer then
putting in another 30+ hours at rehearsals.
Then the conversation went on like this:
FRED: "Well, you know my friend
Jamie Farr?
We were talking on the phone a few weeks ago.
The Pasadena Playhouse
where he started has an anniversary coming up and they
called him about being in a show to celebrate. And he
told me, 'Fred, I'm almost eighty-two, I just don't think
I can do eight shows a week for several weeks.'"
ME: (A smallish pregnant pause, then) "Okay, well,
Fred, I have two things to say. First ‐ Your
friend, Jamie Farr?. And second ‐ Jamie Farr
is eighty-two!?"
It turns out that Fred and Jamie have been friends since serving
together in the military, and they have stayed in touch over the
years, always being sure to at least call each other on their birthdays.
Like so many others, I have many fond memories of Fred, not as many
as a lot of others will have, by shear number of years they out-rank
me in having known Fred, but still, I have many.
When you produced for Fred, you could count on the show going over
budget. Fred ignored the ceiling on expenditures. "K.L.,"
Fred would bark, (but not an aggressive bark, just a get-your-attention
bark), "I have some receipts for you!" This when we were
perilously close to, or already over, the budget max. Fred didn't
care about that, he cared about realizing his vision. Fred was always
the set designer when he directed and he was the set decorator or
was heavily involved in set decoration. Most of the budget busting
had to do with one or the other, or both. But, his sets were always
first rate. As the producer, I just had to accept that he was going
over budget; the theatre had to accept it, too, because it was going
to happen, but at least not frivolously.
For reasons too in depth to go into, the 2012 production of
Heroes had some big challenges to overcome, challenges with
problems that as producer I was charged with solving. When the show
was wrapped, Fred took me to a really nice Italian restaurant as a
thank you. Fred and I went to lunch or dinner several times over the
years; he always insisted on picking up the check. We hadn't done
that for a long time. We were suppose to sometime soon. We kept
mentioning it. Then he fell ill.
I was very fond of Fred and was gratified that he seemed to be very
fond of me. Plus, I remember once telling him that if I can figure
out a way to successfully and logically sneak a Beatle song into the
music for a show, I would. And he said he would, too. Spot him 95
out of 100 points for that!
Goodbye Fred, my friend, you are already missed.
Fred on the set of 45 Seconds from Broadway,
which he directed, giving his practice curtain speech
at dress rehearsal.
WHERE THE ALBUM WAS BRIEFLY UNAVAILABLE AND WHERE IT IS AVAILABLE
‐ PLUS THE ALBUM BOOKLET PDF FOR DOWNLOAD:
Over the weekend something happened that was an odd combination of
annoying and frustrating yet gratifying and encouraging. Sunday night
I went to the
Album Release Party Page,
where I have the 65-minute YouTube
movie embedded, only to find that the movie was blocked on YouTube.
I suspected what had happened and my suspicion was correct.
CD Baby, who administers my
song composition publishing rights, had slapped a copyright claim
on the movie and put a block on it.
I think the action comes from a coded algorithm, so even though CD
Baby is acting "on the behalf of K.L.Storer," the facts
were not detected that the movie was posted by "K.L.Storer"
to the YouTube channel owned by "K.L.Storer" and bearing
"K.L.Storer" as the channel name.
I disputed the claim. I had to do a separate dispute for each of
the ten songs on the album, and, correspondingly, in the movie. Right
now the release party movie is live again on YouTube. I would assume
that once the dispute forms get to CD Baby, they'll see my argument
that I am both the creator and the copyright owner of the content
and they will lift the claim that calls for blocking the content.
There is actually supposed to be a copyright claim from them on the
content. That, so CD Baby can monetized the content to collect my
composers royalties. But they can't do that if the movie is blocked.
Obviously, the block was more than a little inconvenient, and I wasn't
thrilled that the party was unavailable for some period of time;
I'm not sure when the block went up, but I believe it was over the
weekend. One the other hand, it's good to see that CD Baby is that
aggressive about potential copyright infringement.
Looks like the album is now almost fully available ‐‐
or should that be "virtually"
fully available? Here are what I guess can be called the
big venues:
Amazon.com ‐
where you can purchase the physical CD or a download of the
album (or songs from it)
TouchTunes ‐ restaurant & bar jukebox music streaming
As for income that I've earned, directly from revenue collected by
CD Baby, as of last night, I have 54¢ coming to me. I didn't
look close enough to see what that was generated by (streaming or
downloads), but this is income due me since the first single release
in August of 2021. I won't receive payment until I have accumulated
$20 or more. On the other hand, I have taken in $40
from direct, in-person cash sales.
I'll be heading to the Lamborghini
dealership in just weeks now, I'm sure.
I am not sure how I get this word out to those who download the
album, but I have made a PDF of the booklet available to download
here. iTunes used to include a PDF of album booklets with the purchase
of a full album. They are not doing that any more. I have no
indication that anyone else offers such, either. So, for those who
purchase the album via download and are lucky enough to stumble upon
my site, the booklet is available here.
There will be a dedicated page at the site for the booklet, soon,
between tomorrow and the next few days. But for now....
Before I launch into commentary on the show, overall, I want to
reflect on our final weekend. It was, all-in-all, a strong final
weekend. I must admit, I wasn't feeling well all weekend. In fact,
I had actually called off sick from the
rent-payer on Friday,
and pretty much spent the whole day in bed. It was good that I did
that because I was able to muster up my
stage health
for Friday night's performance. That was a solid one for me, but
certainly not my best. Overall the cast had a good Friday show.
Saturday, however, was probably the stinker of the run. It was,
relatively speaking, our
disaster show,
though admittedly, if that was our disaster show, our run was
in good shape. Still, there were all sorts of weird moments and line
flubs. I had several. My biggest one came in my second scene.
If you are some sort of a regular here you may remember me writing
about "that" monologue, or really, "that"
passage, the one that was such a convoluted run-on sentence that it
was a bear for me to get down. I did, I am happy to report, conquer
it, except for Saturday night.
The passage as written starts thusly:
Well, I'll tell you something else. Not only do these
walls have ears, the walls on the house next door have
them, and the house next to that one have them....
That comes off of Stanley saying, "In a house with walls like
this, you know everything."
This past Saturday, that particular section of the passage came out
my mouth as:
Well, I'll tell you something else. Not only does
this house have walls, but the house next door has
them, and the house next to that one have them....
It made little sense. The only saving grace is that it still matched
up with what Stanley said just beforehand, which probably helped
the audience to understand well enough what Jack was getting at. It
was still a line blunder, nonetheless.
Other actors had line blunders, and one actor choked on some food
on stage, which threw that actor for a bit afterward. Another actor
tripped on stage. Saturday still was not a horrible performance by
any measure, and the audience gave us good feedback afterward. So,
again, it was only our "disaster show" relative to the
other eight performances.
We all agree that we went out on a bang. The consensus of us all is
that our closing show was our best one. This despite that I dropped
a line. It didn't destroy the point Jack was making at that moment,
but his point would have been stronger had the line been included.
That was during the Jack and Kate scene, and even with that little
minor screw-up the scene went it's best that day; and it's always
gone well.
All three of my scenes popped on Sunday. Every scene I was able to
watch of the others popped well, too. We absolutely went out on a
high note.
This production has been a damn fine one, all the way around. We
had great direction from Marjorie Strader and a really strong cast
with everyone giving fine, fine performances.
Wendi Michael gave such a strong performance as Kate, giving the
woman the full range of her humanity. And
MAJOR kudos
to Wendi for tackling and mastering all those gothic monologues!
Dustin Schwab's Eugene was exactly the affable, genuine persona
that was called for. His easy relationship with the audience as
he broke the fourth wall
to address them with his asides was as close to perfect as it could
be.
For only his third outing on stage, and his first time in such a
big role, Michael Ferrarelli rocked the shit out playing Stanley!
Our stand-off in the Jack and the Boys scene was always intense and
powerful, and at least half the credit always went to Michael.
Dustin and Michael, in fact, really brought off the energy and
dynamics of two brothers experiencing sibling love and sibling
rivalry.
This was, I believe, my fourth time on stage with Saul, though in
two prior shows our characters did not directly interact. Saul's
Grandpa Ben here was equal parts funny and dramatic and he carried
it off with finesse and weight. Our one scene together in this was
always strong and it was a joy to finally play something with him
on stage with such significance.
Cassandra Engber only got one scene as Blanche, but it was a
well-written, meaty scene that gave her the chance to give us a
wonderfully emotionally expansive performance, and she delivered.
As for me. It's difficult to judge the actual merit of my own
performance, of course. All I can say is that I felt good about it,
and I got a lot of really good compliments from not only my
castmates, my director, and the other company members, but those
who sat in the seats. After all, it's the audience ‐‐
that's the end game: the audience's experience is the game. So, I
think I did alright; I think my Jack was effective.
We had a great production team, too.
Scenic Designer
Ranger Puterbaugh gave us a lovely set to play on. Jason Vogel was
on top of his
lighting design.
My sound design was at least up to par. I'd love to take credit for
the Chubby Waters radio program, for having produced and recorded
it, but, that was supplied to us by
Concord Theatricals.
I also have to add, that I was relieved they provided it, because
it would have been a lot of time and effort to produce the radio
program sound files, and I am not at all upset I didn't have to.
My biggest contribution as the sound designer was to have the
radio program, as well as the
pre-show
and intermission
music come out of the vintage floor-model radio on set, rather than
from the overhead PA speakers. It was especially effective, I believe,
while the family on stage listened to the radio program.
Kerry Simpson, usually on stage, was our
stage manager,
keeping her cool despite the million-and-one things she was responsible
for every show.
Carol Finley will probably win another DayTony, to throw on the top
of the mountain she already has of them, for her precise
costume design
for the show. And, though many may not have noticed, Deirdre
Root gave Ben (Saul) a great mock-up of a period newspaper to read
every night.
And in the booth
we had Rhea Smith (also our assistant stage manager),
who was our ever-dependable lighting tech.
Sarah Saunders and Ashley Ahmed split duties as the
sound tech.
Sarah, who is an old hand, was, of course, on top of it on her nights;
Ashely, who is new to us, but not at all new to theatre, was also
on top of it. I told Ashley that she's on our radar now!
As for Margie's direction. She was easy to be directed by and did
exactly what I believe a director should do. She directed us toward
the goal of her vision, the certain feel and affect she wanted, but
she also was wise enough to let us actors find things that might not
have occurred to her. That is a director with wisdom and brains, one
who knows to trust her actors and creative team. She rarely said no
to an idea, and only when it went too counter to her vision, her
personal goal. And she absolutely had insight into the script and
its inhabitants.
As our castmate Saul Caplan said, at our last gathering, dinner after
the Sunday set strike,
"This was one for the books." I will forever have fond
memories of this show. No back stage drama, no bullshit, seriously
strong work from everyone involved. Can't ask for anything more than
that!
THE CAST OF BROADWAY BOUND
BACK (left to right): Dustin Schwab, me, Michael Ferrarelli
FRONT (left to right): Wendi Michael, Saul Caplan, Cassandra Engber
The Happy ThanksGiving I wish you is the one
that celebrates friends and family coming
together for commensality in celebration of
the things for which we should be thankful.
I don't recognize the mythology surrounding
the propoganda of that so-called
"historical first ThanksGiving dinner."
Just for the record. And once again, Happy
ThanksGiving.
K.L.
THE ALBUM'S CD BOOKLET IS NOW AVAILABLE TO DOWNLOAD:
As I have written before, the booklet that accompanies the physical
CD version of the album does not accompany any of the digital
download versions of the album. There was a time when at least
iTunes automatically
provided a PDF of any booklet for an album ‐‐ I have
purchased several digital versions of albums from them in the past
where I also got such a document. But iTunes no longer does that,
and I was not asked to provide the booklet in PDF format for any
other digital download vendor.
So, I am providing it for download from this website. I now have the
official page
up and running for the CD booklet PDF. I am not sure how to get the
word out to those who might purchase a digital download, but here
it is for those who somehow stumble across the information.
1) OH YEAH! ‐‐ WHERE TO PURCHASE THE ALBUM; 2) AND ME,
A PRACTICING MUSICIAN?:
It was pointed out to me that there were no clear indications on
the site of where the album is available for purchase and/or streaming.
There was supposed to be; I made plans for a page with that information
then got distracted by other ventures and let that slip through
the cracks. Since the release, that album info has been spattered
about in blog posts but wasn't on the
album page or
any of the related pages, with the exception of links to its
hearnow.com,
which gives such info, but I did not explain that fact. I fixed that
last night after having been reminded about the lack of clear, easy
signposts to find links, etc. The dedicated page is up as well as
clear directions to that page.
I'm also going to be shortly, and finally, setting up a page to
sell the album from my site, personally. As well, I'll offer the
physical CDs for the first two singles. Someone also mentioned
other merch like t-shirts; I think there probably ought to be some
sort of a fanbase first before I presume it's time for the likes of
t-shirts.
This past January, I finished the album, by finishing "Cozy
Anxious Chaos." I erred in the liner notes for the album and
said I finished in December of 2021, but, what-a-ya-gonna-do? Here's
the thing: I have not played an instrument since I wrapped recording
the album.
Nothing. None. Nadda.
I am not a big fan of the new year's resolution, but I definitely
have to resolve to, you know, actually be a practicing musician on
a regular basis. Of course, I have come to this conclusion before,
and I have commented on this before in this blog.
There was a time when I played at least an hour almost everyday,
and often a few hours, especially on band nights, obviously. I don't
know if there would be that kind of time commitment these days, but
it's pretty shameful that I have had none of my basses nor my piano
out of their cases for ten months. I cannot let that happen
again.
As we know, Tuesday, November 29 is Giving Tuesday.
We at the Dayton Theatre Guild would greatly appreciate
it if we were one of the organizations that you
remember as you plan out your end of year giving.
Help us continue our mission of providing entertainment,
encouraging the advancement of theatre art, and
providing the opportunity for cultural and technical
growth through experiences in live theatre, as we
continue to give you "Good theatre done well."
Dayton Theatre Guild
430 Wayne Ave.
Dayton, OH
45410
1) THE SINGLES' MUSIC VIDEOS WITH THE REMASTERED AUDIO;
2) THE VIRTUAL RELEASE PARTY IS OVER:
I have uploaded the new versions of the music videos for both the
original singles off the album, "Just One Shadow" and
"The Night Before the Night Before Christmas," both with
the remastered audio for the music. I have, yet to remove the versions
with the old audio, only because, at the moment, on
YouTube Music, only the
old versions are showing up as part of the album. I don't want to
suddenly have neither song listed if someone goes to the cataloging
of the album there. If the new versions end up listed there, I will
remove the original-master versions.
Here, are the links to the new versions ‐‐ the visual
content has not changed from the originals, only the remastered
audio is new:
The virtual release party is now over. The page here has been replaced
with a page that has links to each of the songs' music videos on my
YouTube music channel.
I do link to the remasters of "Just One Shadow" and
"The Night Before...," rather than the original videos.
There's another little digital video promo for
Virtually Approximate Subterfuge
out now. It's been out for about a week or so. It's promo #4. As
of yet, I haven't pushed it onto other platforms besides
YouTube, where it's
uploaded onto, plus on my
facebook artist's page,
and here at this website, but that's going to change later today.
I will at least pop it onto
my Instagram account.
I'm up in the air about twitter due to the shitshow it has evolved
into.
At the time that this blog entry is posted, promo 4 can be seen
at the bottom of this page; and it's on the front page for the website,
and on the
page for the album.
Otherwise, click here to see it.
Recently, I have had several recommendations that I should probably
start a TikTok account,
too. So, as much as I'm chagrinned, personally, to get involved
with another social medium, I will probably succumb. Of course, I
know virtually nothing about TikTok, so there's another learning
curve to navigate.
I also need to start sending promotional copies of the album to
public radio stations. I have only done so with my local one,
WYSO, though I have no indication
that said station has taken notice, i.e.: I'm not aware of any airplay.
But my hope is that the disk made it to their library and not the
trash can.
About a week-and-a-half ago I once again blogged here about how I
have a habit of not being a "practicing" musican,
how I only seem to regularly play my basses or my keyboards when I
am actively working on something ‐‐ writing and/or
recording. This week I have been moving into what I am determined
to make the new normal, the new habit: to pull those damn instruments
out and practice, to woodshed, on a regular basis, to not only keep
myself up-to-speed, but to actually achieve that process of
ever-increasing skill level I bemoan not engaging in.
Certainly on bass I am far below where I want to be, where I
ought to be on all of speed, precision, and finesse. Hell,
let's be honest, I could stand to have a better grasp of proper
hand positioning on the fret board. No formal training, whatsoever,
will do that, or, I suppose, not do that for you.
To be clear, I am happy with my creativity on the bass. I believe
I compose pretty nice bass lines, that are creative and quite musical.
But they are within my technical skillset, which is not any sort of
high level, at all. I am happy with what I have created, in terms
of judging the compositions on their own merit, but, my constructive
criticism of my work must acknowledge that were my skills better,
the parts would be better. I've done good with what I could, but had
I more, I do more.
One of the things I really ought to do, and am going to attempt to
force myself to do, is learn some bass lines by others that I admire.
I should target parts that are beyond my skill set, to the endgame
that mastering them forces improvement. That's not at all an original
idea; it's been the way most musicians, especially in rock, pop, and
jazz, have honed their craft. I have spent most of my time on bass
working on original material. Even back in my twenties, when I was
in a band that did covers, I often only vaguely worked out the lines
from the recordings of the songs we were doing. I need to purposefully
attempt faithful renditions of the bass lines from players who
have something to teach me:
McCartney,
John Entwistle,
Flea,
Jaco,
James Jamerson,
Geddy Lee,
Carol Kaye,
Chris Squire,
Tina Weymouth,
the list can go on for a quite a bit longer.
Some of these players and their bass lines will be a much taller order
than others, but they are the targets to aim for, they have the magic
to aspire toward. These players, plus a longer list of others, have
their own lessons to teach within their styles, choices, and amazing
skillsets. I have that down intellectually, now the action is to
embrace it and form a new habit, and take some journeys to conquer
the mountains of some kickass bass lines*.
*The loud, agonized moans you will be
hearing from just a little north-east of Dayton will be me, frustrated
as I engage in the mountain climbing.
I Might also consider woodshedding the bass work off
Virtually Approximate Subterfuge, most of which I
would have to completely relearn, as I haven't played any
of it since recording each part.
Then, there is the keyboard, where I have even less proficiency....
Me, being a "practicing bass player" the
last several days this week.
MY DEPARTURE FROM 2022:
My plan is to go out of the year on
an Artist's Retreat. In December of 2020, I spent a week in
a lovely little cottage on a horse farm in Dover, Ohio, on a music
retreat that was most productive. During that week, I started three
of the songs off
the album:
"Just One Shadow,"
"Burning Bridge,"
and "Cozy Anxious Chaos."
I also both finished the lyrics and, if I'm remembering correctly,
I programmed the drums, in
GarageBand, for
"Chilled October Morning."
I'd like to repeat that week in some manner or another.
The first choice was to rent a cabin or cottage, but, I really
can't afford it this year. In the scheme of things, it won't be a
lot of money, but for me, right now, it is a lot of money.
My credit card is pretty hot right now, my bank account is anemic,
and I still have some postproduction business expenses for the album.
I really would love to go away for this coming retreat, and I really
so desire that it be in a cabin or a cottage, but it's not at all
probable I'll go anywhere.
This one is almost assuredly going to be a stay-at-home
Artist's Retreat, so the giant question mark, above, is not
as much about where it will happen as it is about what
will happen. Music is certainly going to be a part of it. There are,
however, a few musical options on the table.
I have the old, four-track, analogue master tapes of the first, and
as of now, unpublished, album, which I recorded, back in the mid 80s.
I have already digitized that stuff once, but I think I want to do
that again. Then I'll mix the album and master it. There's also one
song that still needs a bass part; I'd add that after I have re-digitized.
I also have an ambient-sound album that I put together eight years
ago for the
Dayton Playhouse
production of
George Romero's Night of the Living Dead™,
for the pre-show,
based on suggestions from the director,
Geoff Burkman.
I have plans to master and market that, too. Though I am loathed to
admit it, it might actually be the most marketable thing I have.
There's also starting new songs. It would be lovely if I started
at least one new song, or, worked more on some things that have
already been started. It's safe to assume I'll be woodshedding on
bass, and perhaps the piano and maybe other keyboards, too.
There's also that play manuscript, setting in the midst of draft
number 5f. I haven't worked on it for a little while. The next thing
that needs be done is to
kill some little darlings,
to both eliminate redundancies and also to help momentum from being
bogged down. In other words, I have some tightening up to do. It
can be difficult to determine what should be cut, made more concise,
or left as is. But this is something that easily deserves at least
a little attention over the course of my little
Artist's Retreat.
There are several plays by others I need to read to satisfies various
personal agendas, too.
So, regardless of where it takes place, this
Winter Artist's Retreat should be busy.
THE TENNESSEE KID IS COMING TO TOWN AND I'LL BE THERE:
Well, it's a half year away, but I splurged and got myself a
premium ticket to see one my favorite newer stand-ups,
Nate Bargatze.
And I got a good seat for the June 2 show ‐‐ virtually
center in the second row!
Co-sound designer Sarah Saunders and I had a short meeting with
Director Doug Lloyd yesterday evening about the script-demanded
SFX,
as well as other SFX that Doug wants, and other potential additions.
We also discussed the sort of music we should be curating for the
pre-show
as well as the production music.
Technically, Sarah will be doing virtually all the music curation.
I am actually considering composing the opening show music. I have
the time, and it can be part of my
Winter Artist's Retreat, which is coming up in less than
two weeks from now.
My friend Lou sent me these photos of his copy of the
Virtually Approximate Subterfuge
CD, which he purchased from
Amazon.com.
As of the last time I checked, it was one of two CD copies sold on
Amazon. The second one, was purchased this past Friday.
So right now, between these two Amazon sales and my in-person cash
transactions, the album has wracked up seven CD units sold. I'm
not aware of any whole album downloads, but, if I'm reading the
report at CD Baby correctly, there
may have been a few download purchases of individual songs
‐‐ right now there is just over $12.00 waiting to
hit the $20.00 threshold to be distributed to my bank account.
Clearly that Lamborghini, or whatever, is only a few months away!
UNPACKING ALL THE BLOG PAGE LUGGAGE IN THE NEW HOUSE:
When klstorer.com went live and I simultaneously
closed down my previous website, The WriteGallery Creative
Writing Website, this blog migrated from the old site to the
new site. It also got the slight title change, from the previous,
K.L.'s Blog: a Diary of Artful Things, to the current,
K.L.'s Artist's Blog. With the migration and the title change
came a cosmetic change as well.
I had seventy-some quarterly-annual pages to change over to the
new look for the new location, and I had not done them all when the
switch to the new server was made. I was, and still am, coding the
blog pages and their updates, and I'm doing so in the antiquated
3.2 HTML code.
I'm not even using the 3.2 version
style sheets code.
This means that every individual blog entry on the outdated pages
has to be individually updated from the old format to the new one.
Not only that but some graphics have needed to be altered to fit the
new look. I've been gradually doing all this reformatting, or
"remodeling," if you will, for most of this year. Recently,
I've stepped it up some, and have started to address the image alterations.
Right now I have eighteen left to convert from the old format to
the new. I had been revamping the pages in date order, from
earliest to latest. But now I'm reformatting them in reverse order.
So next will be Jul-Sep, 2021,
then moving backward to Apr-Jun, 2017.
I'm also going through all the pages to find glitches and
incidental code inconsistencies to address. It's all just a little
side project that I use to distract me when I probably ought to be
addressing other things.
Next up will be the fourth track from the album, the first of a few
songs started on a
vacation,
the rocker,
"Chilled October Morning."
IT BEGINS TODAY!!:
Like I wrote, somewhere above, I wanted to go away right
after the holiday with the family. I wanted to rent a
cabin/cottage somewhere and have an Artist's retreat there, in a
bit of isolated awayness. But, I can't fund that this year. So, I
will have my retreat at the homestead.
The retreat officially begins today. I haven't completely decided
what I'll attack first, but there is a nice little list of things
to get to. Some will need to be finished sooner than others. Some
just need for me to start or get back to.
Some may know that I have a couple more full-length
albums that can be
mixed,
mastered,
and released.
One of those is the first album I recorded,
way back in the mid-80s. It's titled Heart Walks
and I have hopes to transfer the analogue four-track
recordings to digital via playing them back on my
Fostex four-track cassette recorder
and recording the tracks on my
Tascam 24-Track Digital DP-24SD.
I also need to record one bass line for that project.
This one is pop, rock, some jazz, and a lot of very 80s
new-age sounding material.
Also, music-wise, I just simply plan to get myself
worked into a routine where I am practicing on my basses,
on my piano, and also doing vocal exercising on a regular
basis.
I want to at least spend a little time on draft 5F of
my full-length play manuscript.
There are some catch-up to play with some intended
pages for the website, too, as well as few other little
slight redesigns that could happen ‐‐ honestly,
though, this last item is pretty low priority.
Some of this stuff doesn't need to be finished by January 1 for me
to feel accomplished; a lot of it just needs to have been worked on
or started.
Prep for making digital versions of the four-track
recordings for the old Heart Walks album
project, recording the tracks from the analogue
cassette recordings from my old Fostex four-track
cassette recorder to the Tascam 24-Track Digital
recorder. The first pic on the left is the Fostex
along with packages of RCA-to-quarter-inch adaptors
which i just bought more of. I need them to facilitate
the recording from one machine to the other. The
second pic is close up of the adaptors. The third
pic, to the right, is both recorders, with the adaptors
attached to RCA cables, which are plugged into the
Fostex and ready to plug into the Tascam. Now, the
only prayer is that the cassette tapes with the
original four-track master recordings from four
decades ago have retained good sound quality. They
are on high-quality
TDK tape,
so that could be an advantage.
There's a good chance I'll start with this transfer since
the set-up is close to complete.
Alex, whose work I have enjoyed in several other HRTC production
rocked her performance. I also have to say that the set and the rest
of the production values were top notch, too.
Unfortunately, the show closed last night, but, who knows, Cindy
Lou Who might just make an appearance next Christmas. That would
be great, especially if Alex again reprises the role.
I spent yesterday afternoon and evening transferring the analogue
multi-track masters of all the songs from my un-released 80s concept
album, Heart Walks, into digital format. The original analogue
masters are on four-track cassettes. I played them back on the
Fostex four-track cassette recorder
and ran the tracks into the
Tascam 24-Track,
re-recording them in real time as a new digital multi-track
master. I ended up digitizing the whole album ‐‐ and it's
a double album adding up to more than ninety minutes. As the
facebook post above says, I
also digitize a couple other songs from the same time frame, one
being a different rendition of a song off the album.
I haven't imported them from the Tascam onto my
laptop nor into
any Logic Pro projects,
yet. That may not happen for a while, at least not the Logic Pro
part. I do need to add a bass line to one song, as I wrote
before. I doubt I do any other additional recording, but, I guess
I should never say never.
The volume meters on the Tascam and on the Fostex
during the process of recording from the latter to
the former.
Listening to one of the transfers in progress.
The sound cords running from the Fostex to the Tascam.
My family Christmas
gather has been moved from yesterday to tomorrow because of the
road conditions stemming from the weather. There was concern about
those of us who have to travel a ways. Since my
Christmas
day was freed up, I spent at least part of it working on the
multi-track sound files for my 80s album, Heart Walks.
Also, in yesterday's post I wrote that I'll be adding a bass line
to one song, but probably would leave the rest alone. I have
reconsidered. There's another song that doesn't have a bass line
to which I may add one. I'm also open to adding instruments or
vocals to any of the other songs, as well. We'll see.
the following is a slight revision of a post that first
appeared on December 30, 2016.
SEVEN YEARS AGO:
On Sunday, December 27, 2015, sometime in, or coming close
to, mid morning, I was awaken by a sharp, burning, cramping
pain in my back. I'd had similar pains periodically over the
course of the last several months. Sort of like the pains
of a tooth ache, only not in my teeth, and not always in my
back. I'd feel them in my sides and other spots on my torso,
including my back. In the few weeks prior to this I felt them
several times in my jaw, sometimes almost the entire length
of jaw at the same time. That last one, I had assumed meant
I was going to need to take a trip to the dentist soon. I'd
also recently had a couple bouts of acute vertigo with violent
vomiting, one of those episodes, just about a week prior to
this day, which had sent me to the emergency room where I was
diagnosed with a viral ear infection.
On that morning of December 27, 2015, as I paced with this
cramp in my back, I would stop and bend or contort my body,
attempting to stretch it out of my back. It didn't work. The
sharp, burning, cramping pain began to radiate a little further
up my back ‐‐ not moving, but adding to the real
estate that felt the cramping, from essentially the small
of my back up toward my neck, and even a little into the
lower part of the back of my neck. Then it spread left and
right into both shoulders.
Full disclosure here: during those months that I felt the
similar pains in all those other spots, I did wonder sometimes,
especially in the later months, if these were somehow connected
to the
hypertension
and the
high cholesterol
I'd been diagnosed with and whether or not they were possible
indications that the potential
heart disease
I was now at risk of had manifested. But I consistently dismissed
the notion. You know: If I ignored it, it would not be true.....
If anyone reading this happened to have read my
New Year's Day 2016 entry,
you will have read the short essay section titled, "How a
University of Dayton School of Law Acting Gig Saved My Life."
In that I refer to one of the
U.D. Law
gigs that used to be recurring and that I did several years in a
row. For these U.D. Law gigs we actors take on the roles of clients
and witnesses in various different learning experiences for the law
students. Some of the exercises are mock trial settings, some are
simply interviewing and counseling sessions. We actors don't go by
scripts but we are given sets of facts, about our characters and
about the cases, that we need to be intimately familiar with. I refer
to these gigs as being guided improvisational gigs and that is as
accurate a nomenclature as I can think of. This particular gig was
a medical malpractice case that starts with the team of usually two
law students interviewing us; then it moves on to a deposition
preparation session (dep prep), then a deposition session where the
opposing team gets to depose us. Next is a trial prep session, where
our team goes over the responses they want from us for both their
questions and for opposing counsel's questions ‐‐ and more importantly,
the responses they want us to avoid at all cost. Then finally, there
is a mock trial.
Every year in this medical malpractice case I played a particular
expert witness for the defense, a doctor who is the head of an emergency
department and an expert in chest trauma, and who, accordingly, knows
much about heart disease and, to the point, about heart attacks. In
preparation for the gig, I had to learn a lot about the symptoms of
a heart attack
(myocardial infarction ‐‐ "MI").
I did this several years in a row. The first year, memorizing all
the information was a tad daunting, but I did it. After that, each
year it was simply review and reinforcement. The key piece of information
is that a person having an MI does not always suffer from chest
pains. Second is the radiating of burning, cramping feelings that
one may experience. And the last bit, is that pain migrating to the
victim's left arm.
On the morning of Sunday, December 27, 2015, as I had those aching,
burning, cramping pains that started in my back, then radiated and
migrated to my shoulders, I did not experience chest pains. But, as
I tried to stretch the cramps out and it wasn't working, and as the
pain started to spread, and based on my hypertension and high cholesterol
conditions, and based on those nagging suspicions I had ignored for
months, I had a thought:
You might be having a heart attack here.
I grabbed my cell phone but tried some more stretching, which wasn't
working any more than it had before. When the pain moved into my
the upper part of my left arm, I knew it was time to call 911. I
gave the dispatcher my name and my address and then said, "and
I think I'm having a heart attack." I shut my apartment down,
closed up and locked up it, and sat on a chair on my patio waiting
for the paramedics to arrive.
At some point after I had hung up from the 911 call I remember thinking
how I was going to feel pretty silly if I wasn't actually having a
heart attack. The immediate response from the voice of reason in my
head was:
"FUCK that, Dude!"
The local police showed up first and shortly afterward the paramedics
truck arrived. They hooked me up to a portable
EKG
and then one of the paramedics said, "Yeah, we're going to be
taking you to Springfield Regional
[Medical Center] because you have some issues." Then he gave me an
aspirin and then a
nitroglycerin tablet
to place under my tongue.
At the medical center I was taken to a surgery theater where the
man who would become "my cardiologist,"
Dr. Akber Mohammed
performed a cardiac catheterization,
inserting the catheter into a vein in my inner thigh. At some point,
Dr. Mohammed told me he was going to put a
stent
into the left anterior descending artery
in my heart because it was completely blocked. I think he may have
performed an angioplasty
on, at least, that artery if not others, too. At that time, or maybe
at some other point, he also explained that two other arteries were
about 80% blocked and a fourth was about 40% blocked.
The bottom line: my coronary arterial health was BAD.
I also remember that at some point later in the procedure I asked
one of the nurses if I had in fact had a heart attack. She said,
and I will remember this quote verbatim, forever, "Oh yes, Honey,
you had a heart attack."
Dr. Mohammed told me that he was calling in a surgeon and that I
would have heart surgery the next morning, and that it would be at
least a
double-bypass operation.
He did not say he was going to consult with a surgeon who might
recommended heart surgery; he said he was going to call in a surgeon
‐‐ whom he hadn't called in yet ‐‐ who
was going to operate in the morning. In other words,
there was no question the surgeon would decide to operate. At
some point, maybe not just then, maybe not even that day,
but at some point in the next day or so, I realized the stent
was simply in there to keep me alive until the inevitable surgery.
Dr. Mohammed also inserted a
balloon pump
into my aorta,
which would stay there for a few days so my heart did not have to
work as hard to get blood to my body. I think the ballon was removed
on Wednesday, but it might have been Tuesday.
Later that night, the surgeon,
Surender Neravetla, MD,
came into my room on the cardiac care unit and told me he would
perform a
triple bypass
on my heart the next morning.
Have I said yet that through all of this I was pretty damed
scared, and kept getting more frightened as it went on? This news
of a triple bypass made me even more frightened. The nurse who prepped
my that night assured me that Dr. Neravetla knew his stuff. The nurse
said, in fact, "If President Obama were in Springfield and
needed heart surgery, Dr. Neravetla would be the first choice to
perform it." Whether that was simply to boost my moral or was
a gospel statement makes little difference to me; it was
reassurance that I needed to hear in the midst of the frightening
spectre of being about to undergo major heart surgery.
When I woke the next day from my surgery I was told that once he
opened me up, Dr. Neravetla decided to perform a
quadruple bypass.
That's one of the few details of December 28 that I remember well,
only because it reiterates the point that my coronary arterial health
was BAD.
Now let me sing raving praises for the
nursing staff in the Cardiac Care Unit at Springfield Regional
Hospital. These women ‐‐ and at least one man ‐‐
rock! Their level
of attentiveness, dedication, and patience was dumbfounding and
impressive as impressive can be. They took good care of me and I
will be forever grateful for how they got me through the next
several fearful days of my life, treating me with care, concern,
and respect, reassuring me and keeping my dignity in tact. I've
always bought the claims that nurses are under-appreciated and
probably under-paid; I am convinced of it now more than ever.
In his post-op counseling with me, Dr. Neravetla told me he did not
want me to live alone for the next several weeks, that during that
critical recovery period I needed to have support from others. To the
rescue came my sister and brother-in-law, Pat and Joe. They were in
the room as I had this conversation with the surgeon. He'd said that
if I didn't have a place to stay he wanted me in an aftercare facility,
which I think translated to "a nursing home." I said I
could stay with my sister and there was no hesitation on her part
to allow that.
So I spent five weeks in my sister's home. They set me up in their
spare room and though it may not have been in any large sense, at
least to some extent my presence disrupted the routine of the
household. But they were, as they always are, accommodating and
supportive. In fact, one of the things I had planned to do the week
I ended up in the cardiac ward was buy a new mattress ‐‐ I'd only
needed one for about two years or so, conservatively. After I got
to the place where I was allowed to be in public places, they took
me shopping for that new mattress, even gave me an extra bed frame
they had in their attic. They even "loaned" me some money
to help pay for the new mattress. On top of that, they kept not
taking money from me for groceries while I was staying with them,
saying, "You can pay us back later." Well, they would not
let me pay much of the grocery money back, and they told me to
consider the money for the mattress a gift.
Family's not always a bad thing.
At my Feb. 2 appointment with Dr. Neravetla he removed the
moratorium on my driving and told me I could return to work
parttime the next Monday. After the appointment, Joe dropped me off
at my apartment where I picked up my car and drove it back to Pat
and Joe's. I stayed with them until that weekend. The next Monday,
the 8th, I returned to work.
My recovery has been pretty damned good, from then up to now,
and I really have no
complaints, but my theatrical life had to suffer some disappointments
in the close aftermath,
which, believe me, under the circumstances, I can live with and
accept. They are still disappointments. The first was the sound
design work for the
Dayton Theatre Guild
production of
Night Watch,
by Lucille Fletcher,
which I was in the midst of when I had the heart attack. Of course,
I had to pass the reigns on and they were picked up by Tony Fende
who now shares a Daytony
theatre award with me for the show.
The next disappointment was the biggest one. In the summer of 2013 I went to Chicago to see
Greg Peirce'sSlowgirl
at steppenwolf with
William Petersen
in the male lead. I brought it back to The Guild play reading
committee for consideration for our stage and it was chosen for the
2015/16 season. I, of course, had every intention of winning the
male lead as it is a perfect role for me. The show was up in Feb/Mar
of this year, opening just two months after my surgery. The auditions
were January 11 and 12, only two weeks after my surgery. There was
no way I was up to going to the auditions and there was no way I
would be in shape for a rehearsal schedule. Slowgirl was
out for me as an actor. However, I did design the sound
for the show, and if I do say so myself, kicked ass.
I did make an appointment for the general auditions
at Human Race Theatre Company
for their 2016/17 season, knowing that my only possible chance to
get on their stage for the season, going on right now, was likely
to be the season opener,
Sweeney Todd.
Around the same time I set the appointment for the HRTC generals,
I auditioned for 1776,
which was up in the spring of 2016 at the
Dayton Playhouse. I
was not cast, and that was a large disappointment. However, based
on how fatigued I was still getting by 8:00 or so in the evening
every night, and that being during the time period when 1776
rehearsals were underway, I came to realize I was not ready to
commit to the rehearsal schedule that would have been required for
that show. Then, I realized that if I was cast in Sweeney Todd
it would have meant committing to at least thirty-six rehearsal hours
a week beyond my forty-hour work week at the
the rent-payer,
and all that starting in mid-August, which was only four months away.
I was not at all confident I would be up to it and really didn't
want to push it. So, I called the HRTC company manager, Preston McCarthy,
and cancelled my appointment. But I'm pretty sure I will
make the generals for the 2017/18 season.
In this year since the heart surgery, I have made one appearance on
stage, during a public reading for the
Ohio Playwrights Circle.
In May I participated in the public reading of scenes from several
plays (works in progress) by several local playwrights. It was
hosted by The Guild. I enjoyed all the roles but one in particular
was an especially fun one to step into and, without revealing too
much, I will step into that role again in the near future for a full
reading of that particular play ‐‐ details to follow.
That first year out all about not pushing my recovery. I wasn't
too careful, but I wasn't going to jeopardize it. Without
getting too maudlin or melodramatic, the point is still that I
almost died in December of 2015 ‐‐ that's not a debatable thing.
I now have a statistical chance of not living as long as I otherwise
might have, but that's not the way it has to be, So now I have adopted
a different life style. I read labels in the grocery store
looking for the levels of sodium, cholesterol, and sugars. I don't
eat fast food, save for the occasional baked potato from Wendy's,
and every now and then a chicken taco from Taco Bell.
I prepare 99+% of my meals, myself. I monitor my weight, temperature, blood
pressure, heart rate and blood oxygen content on a nearly daily basis. I
go to the gym, I hike a lot. I take my medications as prescribed.
I have no intention of leaving this mortal coil one moment earlier
than is necessary.
Yesterday I pulled out my
Williams piano
to begin writing a potential theme song for
For the Loyal.
What I have started seems pretty promising. If the music ends up
working, its first use will be as the opening
production music
into the show, with a strong probability that it'll be the music
for the
promotional trailer.
Will this music end up on a future album? Well, maybe.
Last night, the beginnings of writing the potential
For the Loyal music.